#infantilization..

uhhhmm being forced to dumb down my speech...getting scolded and spanked for cursing and using big words...having a pacifier forced in my mouth if I cry or try to complain about it, then being told "it's alright sweetie, if you're that fussy you must be tired, so you don't need to talk! just let me take care of you, okay?" and the whole time I can feel my brain straight up melting with how sickly sweet I'm being treated...