I'm not entirely happy with the ending, but I understand it. At the end of S2 I turned to fanfic to get me through the shock. I'd like to recommend 2 amazing fanfics by @voluptatiscausa
Communicatio in Sacris
https://archiveofourown.org/users/voluptatiscausa/pseuds/voluptatiscausa
Summary:
“Bless me Father, for I have sinned. It has been one year since my last confession. These are my sins.”
There’s a slight pause. “Gosh. Give me a moment. I knew I should have made up a list, this happens every year. Forget my own head next. Ah, yes. Hmm. Now you may want to get comfortable.”
and
Oh, Maker
https://archiveofourown.org/works/20002369/chapters/91674853#:~:text=29%2C468-,Oh%2C%20Maker,-voluptatiscausa
"The humans are strange and graceful as they explore the garden, explore themselves, explore each other. The trouble is, the humans stare back, which makes him uncomfortable; there’s nothing particularly interesting about him. And, though he rarely admits it to himself, the humans make him lonely; he has no Other to explore."
Or:
how many times can you take a bath with your best friend before you kiss him?
