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I take a pocket knife to the grocery store even, cus I feel like nighas plotting on me. somebody, somewhere would like to see me dead I promise. and I'm pretty sure I know who it is. but I'd be wrong if I killed him first. not in my eyes, but hey. society doesn't know my fucking struggle. I guess I'm paranoid. but fuck it, I know how I'm gonna die. a bullet to the back right side of my head. but you didn't hear it from me. I promise I'm not scared. paranoid? yeah. scared? more like ready for war. coincidental that I only want peace. You Outta Get it by now, I just don't give a fuck. cus nobody gives a fuck about me. why should you? I ain't cool, I'm not important. I'm not a Somebody. Listen & Understand Me when I talk. but you don't hear me. you don't give a fuck. there goes my dream of living like a superstar. just gone out the window, right along with my love life. tell me how you don't give a fuck. I'm waiting, because I'm tired of thinking it, and I'd rather you say it than you say you love me. because I tend to believe the shit, and thats what gets me killed. I still need you, but you don't care. I don't even wanna talk about it anymore. I'm tired of your fucking name. I don't give a fuck no more. I'm usually closed up about shit like this, but hey its whatever. I just want to read it, respect me, and love me for it. I want everybody to love me, so when I die, none of you nighas ask who I am. it have a misunderstanding. but most of all, we all need love. and we all find it differently. don't see me out in public and look at me different, saying " oh that's the guy that posted that shit on tumblr, he's not happy." I just have problems like you. we just handle em different bro. I realized ion have shit left but myself. how am I still happy? no faith, no god, no problem. don't judge. - love.