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DZIĘKUJĘ SERDECZNIE ♥ I nawzajem~

5:What type of art could you always appreciate but never see yourself actually doing? - drawing with a pencil (from sth more rare: creating portraits using sand)

8:You can choose any world to go to from any book, movie, video, fanficion, etc, and the option to become the main character. Where would you go, and would you be involved in the main story, or just watching on the sidelines? - one of happy romantic Ruki x OC fanfiction… I would be a main female character of course. I know it’s cliche but you have to forgive me; I’m solitary unfulfilled hopeless romantic in love.. (if there was no fanfiction mentioned I would refuse to choose anything; this world is okay but not this actual world as it is right now.)

9:What is one thing in this world you would get rid of if you knew it’d be erased from the entire history of the human race? - the serpent from the Genesis! okay, nevermind, maybe something more real.. I don’t really know, maybe it’d be good to “get rid of” mass killers (sounds like Kira..) but yeah they were too many of them. Although I wouldn’t want to get rid of an yone, it’d be better to kill the toxic ideas that arose in people’s minds and make them live better and save them from the evil. No one is bad from the start after all.. unless you have bad genes, then it can be a little more difficult.

20:Go on a vacation forever or never leave your home town? - if going on a vacation means moving to Japan then oh yeah, sure. I’m not a person who likes travelling but I can’t stay here, I would never be able to see Ruki-san.. (Gazetto will never come here..) 

27:Fear you had when you were little that you grew out of? - darkness? especially while trying to fall asleep at night

28:The ability to make everyone listen to you when you want to say something or have no one notice you when you don’t want them to? - the 1st! because I’ve had the 2nd my whole life.. and when I try to say something I don’t usually attract attention of anyone..

39:You can choose to learn one talent to master or choose many talents that you’re somewhat okay at. Which do you choose? - I don’t have ‘talents’ but I wish I could master japanese. Although a vision of knowing many languages (okay enough..?) is pretty tempting too.

40:Favorite quote/saying? - I don’t know.. maybe "When you’re alive, dissatisfaction is unavoidable" because… it’s truth and it hurts.

how did you do that?

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR: 


1. Last Beverage -  Water


2. Last Phone Call – My best friend meimatsumoto

3. Last Text Message – A male friend of mine


4. Last Song You Listened - HIM - Beautiful

5. Last Time You Cried – A few nights ago / for a really stupid reason xD

HAVE YOU EVER: 


6. Dated Someone Twice – No


7. Been Cheated On - I don’t know


8. Kissed Someone & Regretted It – Kind of

9. Lost Someone Special - I'm not sure what exactly that means

10. Been Depressed -  Yes

11. Been Drunk & Threw Up - Unfortunately, yes xD

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 

Black!... umm.. Red and umm Grey or Purple, I guess?

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:

15. Made A New Friend - Yes


16. Fallen Out of Love - Yes, I guess.


17. Laughed Until You Cried - Yes
, a lot of times

18. Met Someone Who Changed You – Nope


19. Found Out Who Your True Friends Are – Found out waaaay before that ^^

20. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You - Huh?


21. Kissed Anyone On Your FB Friend’s List – Yes



GENERAL: 


22. How Many People On Your FB Friends List Do You Know In Real Life - I don't know. Most of them, I guess


24. Do You Have Any Pets – No


25. Do You Want To Change Your Name – Maybe


26. What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday - Gathered some friends and had a j-rock/k-pop party ^^

27. What Time Did You Wake Up Today – 5 pm, because I had a night shift last night and another one tonight


28. What Were You Doing At Midnight Last Night – Was at work


29. Name Something You CANNOT Wait For – Umm, I guess something the GazettE related? Pics, lives, anything :D

30. Last Time You Saw Your Mother – Yesterday


31. What Is One Thing You Wish You Could Change About Your Life – I want to be financially stable!!

32. What Are You Listening To Right Now – Nothing


33. Have You Ever Talked To A Person Named Tom? – Hm, maybe. I'm a hotel receprionist so I meet I lot of people :)


34. What’s Getting On Your Nerves Right Now - Nothing, I guess

35. Most Visited Webpage(s) – Tumblr... and Facebbok and Twitter I guess.

36. Blood Type – AB I think


37. Nickname – Hikari and Foxie ^^ Love them both ^^

38. Relationship Status – Single


39. Zodiac Sign – Gemini

40. Pronouns – Huh?


41. Elementary - Um, yes? xD

42. High School - Yes

43. College - University

44. Hair colour - Brown, but dyed red last few years

45. Long or Short – Long

46. Height = 163 cm


47. Do You Have A Crush On Someone? – Does Uruha count? :D Kidding.. Not right now, I guess.


48. What Do You Like About Yourself? - Uum, eyes, legs, hands/nails, collarbones :D And I think I'm a good person in general. Kind-hearted, always trying to help, a very good listener and advise giver etc.


50. Tattoos – Yes. A heartagram on my right arm, a bit below my wrist


51. Righty or Lefty - Righty


52. First Surgery – Never needed one until now and I hope it stays this way

53. First Piercing - Ears when I was a kid.. but I don't have them now so no piercings at all.. booooring xD


54. First Best Friend – I don't know.. Some time when I was a kid, I guess. But I met my first like "the real deal" best friend when I was 13 and we're still best friends ^^


55. First Sport You Joined – Do dance classes count? I've never played any sports except the PE at school :D

56. First Vacation – They used to take us on a lot of vacations in school so I don't remember


58. First Pair of Trainers - I don’t remember



RIGHT NOW: 


59. Eating - No

60. Drinking - Water

61. I’m About To – Post this and stay awake all night at work.. working or tumblr-ing :D


62. Listening To – Nothing


63. Waiting For – My best friend to come pay me a visit


64. Want Kids? - Yes

65. Get Married? - Yes


66. Career? – Depends on who I marry xD If he makes enough money I don't mind staying at home and being a housewife. Working is totally fine too :) It kinda doesn't matter, I guess? Whatever the situation is :)

WHICH IS BETTER:


67. Lips or Eyes - Eyes


68. Hugs or Kisses - Both


69. Shorter or Taller - Taller


70. Older or Younger – Doesn't matter


71. Romantic or Spontaneous - Both are okay

72. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms – I really like arms.. but I like stomach too.. I don't know...

73. Sensitive or Loud - Both at different times

74. Hook-up or Relationship - Relationship 


75. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - Hmmm... Trouble maker.. I have a thing for bad boys *is ashamed*

HAVE YOU EVER: 


76. Kissed A Stranger – If someone who I met at the disco a couple of hours ago counts then yes

77. Drank Hard Liquor - Yes


78. Lost Glasses/Contacts - No
, 'cause I don't wear any

79. Sex On First Date – No

80. Broke Someone’s Heart – Yes

81. Had Your Own Heart Broken - Of course


82. Been Arrested - No


83. Turned Someone Down - Maybe...


84. Cried When Someone Died - Yes


85. Fallen For A Friend - Define friend :D

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:


86. Yourself – Not much

87. Miracles - Maybe, yes


88. Love At First Sight - I guess

89. Heaven - Don't know

90. Santa Claus – No


91. Kiss On the First Date – Yep, why not


92. Angles – Don't know

Thanks for tagging me, dear. It was fun ^-^ Hugs

Tagging (totally not 25 people though): meimatsumoto our-crime-is-our-punishment exitreality31 tearsofmagenta muomo shamelessliberty hen-desu-ne sshugaze dvl3 uruhas-kuchibiru redladymercenary lionna-chan play-off-psychopath dailydirtyruki

Sorry for doing it just now but as you know I didn’t have that much time :/

So, the ones that tagged me are  rukki-i , uru-san , indarknessparadox , ibitsu13 , kowareita , sognar-e ,24ko-cylinders and ilackhearts Forgive me m(>___<)m and thank you for tagging me <3

WHAT WAS YOUR:  1. Last Beverage - sparkling water 2. Last Phone Call – my mom 3. Last Text Message – my classmate 4. Last Song You Listened To – Froot by Marina and The Diamonds 5. Last Time You Cried – Uhm, two weeks ago…

HAVE YOU EVER:  6. Dated Someone Twice – no 7. Been Cheated On - yup 8. Kissed Someone & Regretted It – yes 9. Lost Someone Special - more or less 10. Been Depressed -yup 11. Been Drunk & Threw Up - no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:  Black, purple and…blue? Or pink…?

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:  15. Made A New Friend - yes  16. Fallen Out of Love - yes 17. Laughed Until You Cried - yes 18. Met Someone Who Changed You – yes 19. Found Out Who Your True Friends Are – uhm…not yet…more or less 20. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You - yes  21. Kissed Anyone On Your FB Friend’s List – no (I don’t even have facebook)

GENERAL:  22. How Many People On Your FB Friends List Do You Know In Real Life - I don’t have facebook ¯_(ツ)_/¯ 24. Do You Have Any Pets – nope :c 25. Do You Want To Change Your Name - nah 26. What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday - went out with three friends and did some shopping (more like window-shopping) and talked a lot 27. What Time Did You Wake Up Today – 7 am 28. What Were You Doing At Midnight Last Night – sleeping x3

29. Name Something You CANNOT Wait For – I don’t know…seeing the present a friend made for me…? 30. Last Time You Saw Your Mother – one hour ago 31. What Is One Thing You Wish You Could Change About Your Life – can’t think or choose rn .-. 32. What Are You Listening To Right Now – Power and Control by Marina and The Diamonds 33. Have You Ever Talked To A Person Named Tom? – nu :/ 34. What’s Getting On Your Nerves Right Now - the nail glue on my fingers I guess (it distracts me from other “heavy” stuff tho) 35. Most Visited Webpage(s) – youtube, tumblr and instagram

36. Blood Type – dunno 37. Nickname – Sere, Seré…and other nicknames made from my surname… Oh, and picci and amora by my best friend x3 38. Relationship Status – single 39. Zodiac Sign – Pisces 40. Pronouns – she 41. Elementary - public 42. High School - public 43. College - probably not gonna go because in Italy it’s different 44. Hair colour - dark brown (plus blue tips hehehe) 45. Long or Short – long 46. Height = 160 cm or less .-. 47. Do You Have A Crush On Someone? – c: 48. What Do You Like About Yourself? - my music taste, my eyes, my hair and I’m quite satisfied with my drawing skills 50. Tattoos – no, but I’d love to 51. Righty or Lefty - righty 52. First Surgery – hmmm…no? Do braces count as surgery? I guess no 53. First Piercing - on my ear lobe when I was in elementary school, then I got a “real” piercing when I was 14 (I don’t have it anymore tho bc it hurt ;_; ) 54. First Best Friend – someone that it’s better if I don’t see her again 55. First Sport You Joined – Swimming 56. First Vacation – my first vacation at the beach…then abroad at the age of six to a Greek island I think 58. First Pair of Trainers – those with the lights that sparkled and switched on everytime I ran *^*

RIGHT NOW:  59. Eating - nothing 60. Drinking - nothing 61. I’m About To – finish this post…? xD 62. Listening To – Primadonna by Marina and The Diamonds 63. Waiting For – food 64. Want Kids? - I don’t really think so 65. Get Married? - dunno 66. Career? – something where I can use languages

WHICH IS BETTER:  67. Lips or Eyes - both 68. Hugs or Kisses - both 69. Shorter or Taller - taller

70. Older or Younger – older 71. Romantic or Spontaneous - both 72. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms – more for the arms but both 73. Sensitive or Loud - dunno 74. Hook-up or Relationship - relationship 75. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - something equilibrated xD

HAVE YOU EVER:  76. Kissed A Stranger – no 77. Drank Hard Liquor - yup and ew 78. Lost Glasses/Contacts - no 79. Sex On First Date – N O 80. Broke Someone’s Heart – …yup… 81. Had Your Own Heart Broken - I think yes 82. Been Arrested - no  83. Turned Someone Down - yes 84. Cried When Someone Died - yes 85. Fallen For A Friend - yeah but nah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:  86. Yourself – sometimes 87. Miracles - depends on which kind of miracle 88. Love At First Sight- meh 89. Heaven - Yes 90. Santa Claus – no 91. Kiss On the First Date – meh…? 92. Angels – yes