#incoherent chatter

Mayuri may be the less gifted scientist compared to Kisuke but he achieved something Kisuke never quite could. He was able to create a genuine connection with someone that he cared for, Nemu.

While some people argue that Nemu isn’t as complex as Ururu and Jinta, it doesn’t necessarily matter in this context. Perhaps they are made better, but Kisuke is distant. They are only another creation to him and perhaps causal comparisons.

Mayuri loving Nemu made her out compete the other two where it counted simply because of the bond they formed.

Something Kisuke hasn’t been able to do with anyone, even yoruichi.

What good is a perfect creation if you, yourself aren’t in love with it? Mayuri has love in spades. He is bursting with pure enjoyment and enjoying life for what it is while acknowledging just exactly what is broken about it.

Out of the genius trio of Kisuke, Aizen, and Mayuri. He is the most well adjusted I would say 🤔 which is kinda sad to verbalize when you say that Mayuri is a well adjusted creature in any respect.

Uueeh crying about having no food in your kitchen and salivating like a dog when food commercials come on gets old after so long _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): being hungry sucks.

Ah well.

At least Horror will get 2 pizza’s and and a very luxurious after meal nap (inside my brain) (*´꒳`*) good for him, good for him.

He is goals. We strive to achieve Pizza at some point in this house.

At the moment Pizza is but a dream, a fruitless yearning you could say even for I- I think anything bread related might beat me to death with it’s yeasty fists on top of my deflated wallet at this point in my life.

But I mean, if you’re gonna dream, do it pizza flavored. Ya know?

Loyal to a fault and raised for a very specific job that he failed to do and now he’s no longer wanted.

He’s lashes out in fear because all he ever knew was inherently wrong and false, his entire world view turned upside down.

He was created by a being that expected perfection in an imperfect world with imperfect creatures.

All of the beasts were doomed from the very beginning, created from idealism and fantasy by “gods” who were imperfect themselves and who had many good hopes and dreams but none of the real responsibility to take them all the way the way through which just produced profound suffering for the half baked godlings that belonged neither with the cookies nor with their creators.

I love him so much and found his presence comforting almost 😌✨

People theorize he is a manifestation of the space “Silent Hill” as a whole. He’s there always, observing and unnerving. Why is he there? Why is he bloody? Is there a body inside?

The questions someone thinks reveals more about them to feed into their personal hell that Silent Hill makes.

Robbie is what you make of him.

An abandoned doll or something that will get you when you then your back at the last second.

I need you to make a cookie life sim game, I need to be able to spoil Silent Salt cookie with clothing and give him a little house and decorate it. I want to make him go water flowers and suck at cooking and get 9 hours of sleep everyday. He needs a horse stable for his 1 surviving family member other than salt cellar.

I need that and I think I speak for the people when I say, we all need that. Right now. Please.

Give me reskinned animal crossing but with the cookies, I don’t care but please. They need a happy existence somewhere and I need to witness it personally as an omnipresent joyful god.

Isn’t he so lovely? It will probably be Lust if I am being honest. Gives me Lust vibes yessir.

(Hmm? What? I haven’t worked on this head in 4+ months? No, no, you are mistaken, of course I have. I haven’t been putting it off because I am frightened of scaring away it’s prettiness and I also can’t figure out how a mouth works. Why, That’s the most absurd and truthful thing I have heard all day…)

Oh to be burdened with the incredible and yet burdensome title of “God’s favorite fool” 😔

Anyways.

Mayuri in tiny figure form is growing! Like a very adorable fungus across my sculpting software! So cute! So invasive! I can’t wait to see him upon this plane of existence in physical form.

He shall suffer cutely along with me you see 🙂‍↕️✨ Yes, I can’t be the only cute sufferer here. I must share the privilege amongst the group. The group being my collection of sad and/or insane old men.

Is Mayuri old? Meh. He might actually be the youngest 🤔 spiritually. Maybe. Unsure. He doesn’t have old man grief yet I think, but that Nemu thing really kicked his young points down.