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Ok I know this is a long shot but, does anyone know what bug this? I got bit by it the other day. Never seen it and I can't find the name of it when I try to search.
Hannan little dirty secret
She was 30 years old. A woman who paid her bills, showed up to work, helped her younger sister with college paperwork, and still laughed when her old college roommate sent memes. She looked fine. But inside, she was trapped in something much darker than most people could imagine.
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Her compulsion didn’t have a name she liked. She called it “the edge,” because it always brought her right to one—of pain, of guilt, of feeling alive, or maybe wanting to disappear. It began in college after a breakup that shattered her understanding of intimacy. Something inside her snapped, quietly, and never quite reconnected right.
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At first, the pain was a relief. A way to ground herself. A strange kind of rebellion against the numbness. But over time, it morphed into something compulsive, cruel. She would use whatever was near—razors, sharp tweezers, even safety pins. It didn’t feel sexual. It felt desperate.
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She knew it wasn’t normal. Knew it wasn’t safe. She researched it late at night, heart pounding. The few forums that mentioned it were vague, shrouded in stigma. No one talked openly about genital self-harm. Most people wouldn’t believe her if she tried.
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There were days when she could go weeks without it. She’d think she was finally okay, finally out of that spiral. But then something would trigger her—an offhand comment about sex, a memory, a bad date—and it would come back like an itch under her skin. Always whispering: just one more time.
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She was terrified someone would find out. Not just because of judgment, but because she didn’t know how to explain it. “I hurt myself where it matters most,” she imagined saying. “Because I hate myself that much.” But who could she even say that to?
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Relationships were nearly impossible. The closer someone got, the more exposed she felt. She kept her underwear on during sex. She blamed UTIs for flinching when touched. No one ever asked too much. And when one man finally did—really asked—she ghosted him. The truth was too big to speak.
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The worst part was how normal she looked. How no one ever asked, “Are you okay?” She learned to smile like armor. Makeup, good outfits, a sarcastic tone. It all kept people at a distance. Because if anyone really looked, really saw her—they’d leave. Wouldn’t they?
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1:favourite five albums of all time
strange house and primary colours by the horrors will always b my fav albums and atm the others r velociraptor! by kasabian, lp1 by fka twigs, loveless by mbv lol
6:a song that makes you cry
youre so great by blur
15:a song to sum up this year so far
why wont they talk to me by tame impala lol
thank u :*

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1. First impression: u like mcr and r real friendly wow2. Truth is: WEVE COME A LONG WAY……………………… youre an awesome pal with a cool taste in music and movies3. How old do you look: 144. Have you ever made me laugh: yesss5. Have you ever made me mad: like once probably but never since then6. Best feature: your eyes ? ? ? your hair. dont know. a whole lot7. Have I ever had a crush on you: nahh8. You’re my: gr8 friend 9. Name in my phone: dont have u in my phone10. Should you post this too? if u want
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Talk about a film you think is underrated
theres this nifty 1932 movie by tod browning called freaks and it is honestly one of the best "horror" films ive seen. i like it so much because its about circus freaks and their relationships but the movie itself is a very human tale idk. i love the movie a lot it is seriously one of my faves, and im betting all my money that ahs freakshow is gonna have a lot of parallel themes to this film !
What do you think is the worst adaptation of a book
hmm idk
What’s a movie or show you love but often forget about?
honestly the 1932 scarface!!!!!!!!!
Lilac and orange :0
lilac - why / how i started following you
you were like one of the first blogs i followed because i really really liked ur url + content TBH
range - my opinion of you now and our status
idrk what this question is saying about "our status" but i think you run such a cool blog like ur theme and your posts are seriously in my top five of fave blogs (!) ily STAY HOT