my biggest OP is actually just the OCD. I have so many things planned out in my head but its so hard to put them down for others to see, because I do everything in sets of three and then sets of nine and then sets of twenty seven because it itches it all itches its not even part of my body and it itches. something bad will happen if I dont do it (it will not. but the feeling is so hard to deny). its torturous it makes me light headed but I just have to power thru it. I have to. its the only way Ill be able to live. I have to stop staring at the clock I have to stop crunching the numbers