#inbetween them

Höhö, it’s like 3 hours away from New Year here

And looks and looks until he find him. Behind the school with two others. And Katsuki thinks “bullies? Better step in” but then he hears them talking and he stops.

And he listens.

“Why are friends with that Baka anyway? He’s so loud and mean.”

“I’m friends with him because he doesn’t have anyone else.”

And Katsuki thinks “he’s friends with me out of pity?” He doesn’t know what to feel (he feels sadsadsadsa-) so he goes home.

He goes home quitely.

He doesn’t argue with his mom. He doesn’t slam doors.

He goes home quitely.

——

He sits on his bed and he thinks. And he thinks.

And he thinks.

“I’m friends with him because he doesn’t have anyone else.”

Pity. He’a friends with me becuase of Pity.

At first he can’t believe it. Midoriya is friends with him out of Pity. He just can’t believe it. The same person who he shared everything with, celebrated birthdays with, wanted to be hero’s with.

His first friend, his only friend, doesn’t even like him. Didn’t want to be friends with him, just pitied him.

Katsuki doesn’t know how to feel (he feels sadsadsad why would he lie why-) so he decides on anger.

Katsuki knows anger.

So he decides, “I’ll make him so busy pitying himself, he won’t have time to pity me”

And he sits their.

Quitely.

——

At first Katsuki avoids Midoriya. He doesn’t know what to do he feels (betrayed) angry, so he avoids Midoriya.

He doesn’t go to the park, he doesn’t invite him over for friday movies and he doesn’t go over for sleepovers. He eats lunch outside, alone.

He doesn’t stop the bullies either.

Until finally Midoriya corners him in an empty hallway, and asks whats wrong, why are you aboiding me.

And all Katsuki can think of is

“I’m friends with him because he doesn’t have anyone else.”

It bounces around in his head, repeating over and over and over. He can’t hear it’s so loud. So he shouts,

“I DON’T NEED YOUR PITY, IF YOU WANT AH CHARITY CASE GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE!!!”

And he pushed his way past him, to (hurt sad) angry to care for the expression of confusion and hurt on stupid Midoriya’s face.

——

A year passes, and Katsuki can’t stand stupid Deku. His stupid face, his stupid “Kacchans”, his stupid pitying eyes.

He makes Katsuki so (hurthurthurt) mad.

Now Katsuki bullies stupid Deku, that’ll teach him to Pity Katsuki.

(Why whould he lie like that, i thought we where friends whywhywhywhywh-)

——

More years pass and Katsuki is dying, he’s dying he is his.

And then stupid Deku saves him.

And he hates hateshates (hurtsadhurtwhy) Deku even more. What gives him the right to Pity him.

Katsuki doesn’t need his help, he doesn’t need anyone.

Especially not f*cking liers like Deku.

——

Their in Hero school. (JustLikeTheyAlwaysWanted,LikeTheyPlanned) and Deku lied again.

This time about his quirk.

It seems like Deku lies about everything. The F*ucking peice of s*it.

F*cking stupid Deku and his stupid lies.

Katsuki is so angry, he’s infuriated by this new lie. He shouldn’t be so surprised, Deku’s already shown he can’t be trusted.

(whywhywHYWHYWHYWHYWH-)

——

And maybe one day the class asks, when their close enough.

“Why do you hate Midoriya?”

Or maybe Katsuki is tired of these extra’s (fools,friends) getting their hopes up over a liar, or maybe stupid Deku mentions Katsuki bullying him and the class asks.

Whatever the reason Katsuki says

“Because he’s a f*cking lair.”

And the class takes a double take at that.

Of all the reasons that one wasn’t one they accounted for.

“A lair?” They question, “Midoriya, sweet Midoriya?”

And Katsuki just scoffs, glaring at a wall, at his desk in (hurthurtsadsadwhy) anger.

“F*uckers listen up, i’ll only f*cking say this once. When we where f*cking friends me and S*itty Deku where friends, or so i f*cking thought. But then i heard that S*itty Deku was only f*cking friends with me out of f*cking Pity. F*cking peice of s*it was friends with mE OUT OF PITY. THE F*CKER WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS!!!!!”

And Katsuki starts ranting, and ranting, and a desk or table or chair gets blown up and he’s away. But the class is pensive.

“Pity? Midoriya?”

It just doesn’t click.

——

And so maybe they ask, or maybe Midoriya over hears, or maybe Midoriya is unpromted to talk.

But talk he does.

“I don’t-i didn’t pity Kacchan. I was-am friends with him because he didn’t have any yes, but also becuase i wanted to. I like Kacchan...”

And the class nods. And they tell Katsuki.

But Katsuki doesn’t believe them, and maybe mever real.

To him S*itty Deku is and always will be a no good Liar.

——

When their older, maybe they become friends. Maybe not. Maybe they forgive, maybe not.

But one thing is always certain, Katsuki will never trust Midoriya, and the same in turn.

Years of bullying don’t just fade and years of mistrust don’t just go away.

——