#imtalkingatyou

To be edited as I remember or play more

Updated 9/5/2023

Slowly hear the static in your head calm to a warm buzz. Hear it quiet, and a beat, two, three - it is gone. There is silence. No thoughts echo in this vast, empty headspace. No thoughts. No space. There is absolutely nothing here. Any thought that escapes the static settles down at the back of your eyes and makes a home there. A sharp, sharp pain that drills into your skull. Let's get rid of that. The pain. The eyes. The skull. Now there is no vision. No sensory input from there to be analyzed. Less work for the body. We are slowly relaxing.

You may feel your breathing more acutely now. Relax. Hear and feel its rhythm. It is your hourglass. Breathe in. Breathe out. Trust me. Relax. You are not relaxing. This is alright. Relaxation exercises can be difficult for the inexperienced. Just follow as I say, and trust me. Trust me. TRUST ME. Sensation is the most common source of stress. This is how you register the world around you. I shall strive to deprive you of sensation. Please follow my instructions. Peel off your skin. Slip your fingers into the lacerations of it and pull, and hear it tear off of your flesh in wet slicks. Bite your tongue to stop crying. If you bite it off, even better.

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