Today Marks one year that you’ve been gone.... it’s been one year since my life was changed forever and not for the better.... the day I lost one of the greatest people to ever enter my life.... Eddie Lopez My Brother My Friend My Bestie My Family Period! There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t miss you they say it gets easier I’d like to know when my heart was broken that day and it just hasn’t been right since it’s like I’m a fraction of the person I used to be when you died you took a part of me and I just can’t seem to get it back don’t think I ever will.... I miss you so much and when I think of you not being here it kills me so I pretend that I just haven’t seen you in a while because that’s the only way I can hold it together I can’t even face your family because I don’t want it to become real and I know it’s real but when I except that I’m not sure if I can take it so I just keep living life the only way I know and it’s to not face the fact that I’ll never see or hear you again just typing this hurts my heart I love you and miss you so much Bestie #ForeverAlways #Besties #ImSoSorryYall #IJustCantToday #IMissYouEddie #RestEasyBestie https://www.instagram.com/p/CBRGxNIFUOc9E0A8R1TgJVOCMzDHy2-drMoog40/?igshid=l3g4s9xlvrs9