#imsoconcernedabouttheendingidontevenknowtheplot

i’ll start it off by saying i’m not one for the complaining you wouldn’t know it from my writing you wouldn’t know it from my songs but i am different, i am free i am what you need but oh my god, i miss you more than i thought was possible i understood the obstacles but you could have tried more because sometimes it seems, i need a mom more than i need to eat so i didn’t eat and i didn’t sleep, i’d go all day without a bite and that’s not my fault and i’ll admit sometimes my chest gets so tight that i throw fits you said you’d always be there, where are you through all of this? because this is hard, this is way harder than i thought i’m so concerned about the ending that i don’t even know the plot except for i am different, i am free i am what you need so you think of all the things that make you sad and don’t include them in your better half because i’m not like you i don’t find happiness in a meaningless existence i don’t know what i’m going to do but i am different, i am free i am what you need and yeah, i believe that there’s a god i believe that there is something out there other than my thoughts i believe it was never science against religion it wasn’t poor against wealth It was always me against myself and i’m so scared who’s going to win because i wake up feeling so shitty it’s been so long since you’ve been with me i don’t know where this old body’s going to go or my soul but i know i am different, i am free i am what you need