#imreallydoingit

I haven’t had anytime in months to do anything mentally healthy for myself. This is my peace. My time now. I’m making my own choices from now on and I choose me. I know it will set me back in some things but my mental health is worth more than all of this hell. From now on, I’m going to live for me. If I fall, then I fall. I’ll dust myself up and get back up. I’m no longer going to be afraid. This is my life, my only life. I’ve had enough. I feel at peace with this. #mentalhealth #freedom #imdoingthis #imreallydoingit #livingforme #hearme #beauty #nature #mountains #originalphotography #photography #bpd #borderline #mentalillness #igotthis #watchme

Fuegs demonstrating just HOW easily he can sit down. Literally 😜😁😂 #piaffepower #imreallydoingit #pinchme

I changed my url from im-really-doing-it to sweatearsmiles (which should be read as "Sweat, Tears, Smiles") because when I started I wasn't totally convinced it was really going to happen and now that it is happening, I wanted something less pessimistic. (even though it probably didn't come across as pessimistic to you! I hope!)