This is a lewd, and a continuation of my last post

this is bad actually bc i go, "i have unreasonable desires, that are impossible for reasons such as - the physical body is incapable of doing that - and it's OK for me to be disappointed, but the desire cannot be fulfilled."

and he is like. "Well. you're right. that IS unreasonable, and it's OK to be disappointed."

we discussed that 'hey maybe you being so self-aware is impeding your progress, bc you dissociate yourself So far from those feelings of desire and dissatisfaction, and continue to isolate them rather than nourish such unsavory and illogics?'

"usually most (PTSD/BPD/etc, his primary clientele) clients are unable to recognize their 'childish,' regressed, traumatized behaviors and inner selves. you are stunningly perceptive."

"mm, right. so, i'm Fun, New, and Interesting, because now you have a client where you have to go- yes, you're right, but stop talking about what's right! talk about how you feel! stop being so reasonable!"