#imlosingsanity

i began running from my car

and i didn't stop until I reached the spot.

i didn't stop crying the entire time.

i hadn't been there in weeks

and the last time was with you.

that's where we went after we got coffee

and you sealed my mouth shut.

i put my arm around you there

and i laid my head on your shoulder.

you said

"what are we going to do Mattie"

i walked back to my car when the sun set today

i felt dead walking back to my car

people looked at me while i walked and cried

i cried on the way back home