#imlookingforwardtojoiningyoufinally

this pair should never be split up, unless absolutely necessary. the ways that “looking forward” threads into “the big comedown” -- thematically, melodically, lyrically...

these are two sides of the same argument. please keep them together.

i’m looking forward to joining you, finally

as black as the night can get (everything is safer now) there's always a way to forget once you learn to find a way how

in the blur of serenity where did everything get lost? the flowers of naivete buried in a layer of frost the smell of sunshine I remember sometimes thought he had it all before they called his bluff found out that his skin just wasn't thick enough wanted to go back to how it was before thought he lost everything then he lost a whole lot more a fool's devotion swallowed up in empty space the tears of regret frozen to the side of his face the smell of sunshine I remember sometimes I've done all I can do could I please come with you? sweet smell of sunshine I remember sometimes

“The Big Comedown”

there is a game I play try to make myself okay try so hard to make the pieces all fit smash it apart just for the fuck of it bye bye oooh got to get back to the bottom bye bye oooh the big come down isn't that what you wanted? bye bye oooh find a place with the failed and forgotten bye bye oooh isn't that really what you wanted now? there is no place I can go there is no way I can hide it feels like it keeps coming from the inside there is a hate that burns within the most desperate place I have ever been try to get back to where I'm from the closer I get the worse it becomes the closer I get the worse it becomes there is no place I can go there is no place I can hide it feels like it keeps coming from the inside