#imheretohelp

Here's a bit of my story: Feel free to reach out to me!

I've dealt with depression and anxiety since I could remember but never dealt with it. I was bullied as a kid and that had major affect on my life. As a grew up I dated a lot of girls but there was still this other part of me I hadn't explored and accepted. I had also became a diabetic and that was a whole other thing that was hard to adjust to. I kept it away from everyone just as I did my bisexuality. Guess I was used to keeping everything private.

Just a glimpse to keep this short, I came out to my girl of 3 years I was living with along with my step son I had basically raised, moved out with parents while still helping her pay rent so they had somewhere to live, fell in love with the first guy ever and was in a very toxic relationship, lost my job because of my depression, was hospitalized about 4 times within a less than 2 month period for health reasons and intoxication, I was drunk for months straight and many more things that for some, it would take a lifetime to experience I did in a few months. Everything was falling down and I was just keeping my nose on top of the water. But it gets better. Coming out was the key to everything, being myself and stop trying to please everyone was the key to everything. Being selfish was the key to everything. Accepting yourself no matter what and realizing no one's opinion matters is key to your happiness.

I believe in equal love. Labels like gay, straight, or bisexual should not be put on you if you don't want them. Technically, if we're labeling, I'm bi because I believe I can love who ever the fuck I want. I'm attracted to both and will fall in love with their mind and soul. At the end I guess what I'm trying to say is nothing matters at all, what you are who you are what you like or where you're from if you love and accept yourself you live a much better happy life.

★★ I assign you... Lyra!

1. Bleed American by Jimmy Eat World.

2. Dead! by My Chemical Romance.

3. Dear Labels by Hobo Johnson.

4. Trapped Nerve by Boston Manor.

5. I’ll Let You Down by Frank Iero and the Patience.

Thank you! 😃

★★ we haven't been asked this before don't worry! but unfortunately i think there's too much religious stuff in it for us to be comfortable doing requests for it, im very sorry! if anyone knows of any kin blogs who can do requests for it, feel free to reply or send an ask in with their urls!