I've realised that i'm at my most productive when i have a partner whom i adore. Interesting. I mean understandable, if i had a love of course i'd be more productive, because i want to give them the best life possible. I'm not too fussed abouting getting things myself, but when i have someone. Giving them everything would be a main ambition of mine. like my own ambitions are freedom and climbing, it's like. Well i'm actively doing that, freedom no, but i'll have that when i die. So love definitely plays a huge factor in my overall productiveness. Is that a bad thing? I personally don't think so, it makes sense. I know this is true for me because of the past.












