#imbeingsilly

MY BOYFRIEND IS PISSING ME OFF.

Yeah, sure. I love that little bitch, but god dammit I'm putting up with this 16 year old cause I fuckin fell in love with him. And how did I manage to pull that off. Well I asked myself the same question, and I can't say that I don't have a fuckin clue cause that would be lying.

He is adorable as fuck. I don't give a rats ass that he can't provide for me, can't take me out on dates, can't do really anything. Cause that's all just freakin' extras. Sure some other guy can give me what I appreciate the most from Danny, but I want Danny. How the hell am I to explain why the hell I love him!? It's probably possible, but it's just too hard and I'm too lazy. I just fuckin' love him and all the defects we both bring. He took me in and practically fixed me. All I wanted before him was to die. Nope, just too fuckin' lazy to deal with these shit head douche bags around me. Just time to move on. But Danny came along and made me realize that I had potential. Potential to make myself happy, some how and eventually.

IMJUSTRAMBLING. ARUUGHHGUUGHHGH. THISDOESNTEVENMAKESENSE.

Thing is, I love this kid. I love him like hell. But a good friend of mine made me realize that even if Danny decides to end things with me, I will be alright. And I told my friend sure, fine I'll be ok. But the reason why I don't care to keep looking for better than this is because I'm fine with Danny. Danny is enough for me. If he ever decides to try harder to please me, go for it, more power to him. But him just holding me and telling me that he loves me is just enough for me.