My god I think i finally hit a stop for a bit im guessing this is what people call burnt out?
Idk i dont really feel anything at all i feel empty.
Creative emptiness perhaps?
I feel like i should be frustrated about not haveing the will to draw my beloved pink and black duo
But im not i still have plenty of ideas so many wips yet to be finished and projects i do wish to continue to help in its just
So much is happening in the world right now and in the land im supposed to call home yet I feel unwelcome everyday just for existing. It getting more overwhelming everyday and still haveing to act like its a normal day and go to school do my hw while people like me are beings hunted and treated less then even animals
I had to confront people who support those disgusting views
Anyways im just saying this bc I been noticing a shift for a while who knows maybe by tomorrow I find my spark again or maybe it take longer who knows im just wanted to let you guys know
Yes I still and always will love my OTP im literally liveing off the beautiful art others make or the art my friends find me.
A part of me want to come back but I feel stuck when I try, im still trying to adjust to my classes again so maybe I'll just focus on that for a bit
You'll probably just see my schedule reblogs for a bit so nothing new but yeh i don't think I'll be gone too long hopefully
