little rant >_<
i have so many gojohime aus, hcs, and art ideas i want to create but right now it feels like im sitting at a pedestal carrying the weight of studying one of the major medicine courses. it feels like the fatigue is catching up on me during the entire christmas break TT medschool drained not just the energy but also the creativity out of me. this is so sad.
as much as i want to go back to making stuff for my jjk otp, i don't currently have the energy to do so. so at the mean time, all i could really do is appreciate the works of fellow creators: artists and writers. this massively affects me because i love writing stories/excerpts and i fell in love with drawing not too long ago (january 2022!)
my goal is to get back on creating fandom stuff once im done with the incoming second sem with grades as high as i could possibly get. i was born for the arts, forced to the sciences! im literally a tortured poet.
