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𝓗𝓸𝔀 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓶𝓮𝓮𝓽

𝐊𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐧

You met him at an anime convention, you decided to cosplay as Shoko from Maki from Jujustu Kaisen and he was totally feeling it. I mean when they recorded the video there was so many clips of him looking at you in awe. He thought your cosplay complimented the way your skin. He was too nervous to say the least and when it came to when they went on a little break for them to hang around and view a little more areas before they went back to filming, he immediately went up to you and complimented your cosplay.

When he walked up to you, he was amazed that you knew who he was. At that, he was happy you acknowledged him as one of the members.

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐏𝐡𝐚𝐧

You and Justin met during one of his lives. He kept getting comments in his live saying " Invite Y/N to the live trust me ", he couldn't ignore them. Especially since they sent him a gift making him need to do the request even more. Once he found your account he was stuck. Even the viewers could see so. He paused and did his smile while rubbing his face. " Chat, this girl right? ", he said while showing his phone. Once everyone in the chat approved that it was you he followed you and invited you to the live. 

Once you got the notification that someone that went by ' Sojuphan ' has invited you to their live you looked at the profiles and joined, thinking it couldn't be that bad. Oh, you were wrong. He was beautiful to you. His blonde hair had you star struck. You are immediately smiled as he and you introduced each other. Once the awkwardness settled you both went into battling, he was confused. Usually, he had these sorts of things in the bag. But why was he losing to someone, especially you? That night after the live he promised himself that he was going to battle you every night until he had a winning streak.

𝐑𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐞 𝐌𝐚𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐨

Regie never intended on actually going to one of the events that NSB was invited to. In fact, he was planning on telling Oliver that he was too sick to even go to the whole thing. He has just broken up with his ex-girlfriend (on good terms) and was not ready to go back into the world of socializing. He was a little to late to make up to the whole sick thing so he decided to go and see what could possibly happen you know? 

Once he arrived with his normal comfortable attire, he just planned to have a few drinks and stick to the other members as best as he could. He didn't want to stick out, and he didn't want to seem like antisocial at the same time. So, he did was he knew best to do. It all changed once he saw you. Your curls, your skin, and oh lord your dress. He was too caught up looking at you that he didn't even notice Manager Ty coming up to him, " Oh you see her? That's Y/n. I'm pretty sure she was the girl on live with Sebastian the other day helping him with the music. She's really good at the producing things. ". Regie turned to him, " So she's been helping to produce our music? ", Tyler nodded. He thought why he had never seen you before. He needed to talk to you.

𝐎𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐌𝐨𝐲

Oliver met you at a meet and greet. It was just the members and the few people who had purchased the VIP tickets that were present. How could he had not noticed you, your hair was in a cute little puff, and you had his favorite color on. He usually thought he wasn't the type of guy to go for black girls, but you were so pretty. He knew he had to stay professional since this was not a tinder date, but a meet n' greet with his fans. You were one of those very fans. 

When it came to your turn to meet him you were nervous. You didn't even notice the fact that Oliver looked nervous out of his mind either. " Hi, my name is Y/N ", you spoke to him with your smile, and boy if he had a list of favorite smiles, yours would be in between Justin's and Darren's. You only had 5 minutes with each member to speak, and he as a little disappointed, especially in himself, because he was the guy that suggested that amount of time. 

" Hey Y/N, is this your first time coming to one of our meet n' greets? ", he questioned you while you were just smiling not trying to come off as any type of creepy. You shook your head, you've came here before, but last time you came you didn't have chance to speak with Oliver only Regie and Kane. " No, I came here last tour. Though, I didn't get to speak with you ", you replied trying hard not to show how nervous you were when it came to speaking to one of your favorite members.

You and Oliver talked all the way up until your 5 minutes were up, and man he wished he had more time. He actually wrote your name down on a piece of napkin he had, just so he could remember your name so when it came time for him to search you up on the internet that night.

𝐑𝐲𝐚𝐧 𝐍𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐞𝐧

It was actually the same as Justin's almost, but instead you were behind Justin as they were live battling. He was confused at first, because he knew you weren't usually the type of girl Justin would have gone for. No offence to your race, but he knew his friend was into another girl that he hung out with on live one day. During the battle he couldn't help himself but sort of look at you as you were scrolling on your phone sort of looking uninterested in the whole live. But he knew one thing. You were causing Justin to win, and he didn't like that at all.

" Who's she lil bro? Crazy how you need help from someone to help you win against me ", Ryan spoke while reading a few of the comments left in his live. Justin laughed as you perked up, " He doesn't need me to win I think you just suck a little ", you smiled as you finally looked up from your phone, and boy was Ryan surprised. You were actually kind of pretty he had to admit. He just smiled covering his mouth as Justin got off about him being a loser. You smiled as you leaned up to the camera to see exactly who you were talking to.

" OH SHIT JUSTIN YOU DIDN'T TELL ME WE WERE BATTLING RYAN!", You kept repeating, slapping Justin's shoulder in excitement. " She knows me? ", Ryan asked. " Yeah, she's your number one fan or whatever ", Justin just rolled his eyes.

𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧 𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐠

You met Darren at a Boba Tea spot. It actually wasn't anything special, you were working there. He was filming a video with the group when he was the one paying for everyone's boba. When he came up to the register to place the order. He thought your hair was really pretty along with your curly lashes and thick eyebrows.

" What can I help you with sir? ", you asked him, now looking up from your watch. He looked at you and smiled, so glad that the camera wasn't being shoved in his face at this very moment to catch him cheesing over some employee at the boba shop. " Oh, um- are you new here? ", he asked looking around. Usually there was a man working in the front. You smile as you nod. " You must be looking for Joon, well he got promoted to manager and is only here in the mornings.", you replied as you put in the orders. 

" That'll be $45.89. ", smiling as he handed you, his card. You turned to look at the rest of his members. " Are you all a group or something? ", asking him, turning around to grabs some of the orders that came out a little faster than others.

He smiled as he nodded. This was going to be his new favorite place to come to for now on.

𝐒𝐞𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐌𝐨𝐲

Sebastian always followed you on Instagram. He loved you, well that's what all the members would say about him. He was the only member that was true to say which person/influencer he truly had a crush on. When it came down to expose videos, when they had to go through each other's phone, they saw many dm's on his phone to your Instagram account. They found it funny. They chopped it up to him being rejected since you haven't responded to a single dm. Even to one that offered for the two of you to collab.

It was all funny till he got a dm from you, apologizing for never getting back to him. You told him you would love to collab with him one day and that did he have any ideas for the collab. 

He went around the whole day to the other member bragging about you responding back to him, and exaggerating the point where he told other members you were going to be his wife one day in the future.

feel free to ask questions abt them! in order:

Glamrock Freddy, Gregory, Cassie, Micheal, Missy + Fester + Esther (the kittens), Vanessa, Charlie, and Rota (Rotini 🍝)

I mean… it’s not about who’s better, who’s the most attractive, whose relationship is healthier. It’s the story of FOUR teenagers finding out about their identity, becoming friends, coming to terms with the hardships of their lives.

As a person who works everyday with teenagers (sometimes coming from problematic families) I’d like to say: Tianshan and Zhanyi aren’t totally healthy relationships, but.... they will be!                                                                          This is due to the fact that they’re still too young and they behave like 15 year old boys are supposed to behave.

They’re using violence toward each other, cause it’s the way some teen boys tend to behave among their peers. Heavy pats on the back, some kicks, strong hugs, rough games and fake fights. In addition, we must understand that at least three of them don’t have or have had an easy life.

Jian Yi lives constantly under the possible threat of being kidnapped by his mysterious, faceless father. His mother sometimes disappears too. He doesn’t even know where she goes or when she will go back home to him.                      

He Tian has grown up without affection and with the task of making him a good, loyal, strong disposable soldier for his family who will carry on the family business in the future.

Mo Guan Shan has lived most of his life among people who, without knowing his real self, bullied him and called him a bad person because his father was in prison. He grows up with heavier thoughts than most of us can experience: the constant need for money and the wish to be able to help his wonderful mother.

Zheng Xixi is the only one who has a caring family. But his life is intertwined with that of the other three guys and we know that he will suffer a lot in the future, because of Ji’s disappearance.

I think the four of them are evolving, trying to understand how to act around each other and trying to figure out those new, scary feelings they’re experiencing. They’ve already changed a lot, haven’t they? Just take a look at He Tian when he’s around his little Mo or Xixi with that heartwarming kiss on Yi’s forehead!

What would I really like to see in the next chapters? Mo and Xixi becoming closer friends, Tian and Yi being the adorable dorks they are together again, Guan Shan bursting out laughing, the four of them playing videogames, playing basketball, enjoying more meals, going on a trip and trying to cook.... TOGETHER! 

@blesstale & @cursetale WHY must you catch me at my most vulnerable Hour! I was about to hit the hay when I heard a *BLIP* and it’s BOTH OF YOU! GEEZUS I swear! IT’S SO HARD TO IGNORE BOTH Y’ALL!