Dear Diary
So we’re going to talk about sexuality today guys. so I lost my “virginity” at the age of 14 to my first ever boyfriend. Yes I was the wow girl that was in the 8th grade dating a freshman. I was so young and so immature that having sex was probably the last thing that I should've been doing. The second it happened I could feel my innocence and my soul being taken away from me. I was a whole new women and my life was never going to be the same again. But when I was younger from the age of 5-14 I was my body and brain gravitated towards females and the love and support that some of them provided. My first ever kiss was from a girl and I've had plenty of moments with girls that “turned me on”. Females taught me what it meant to be turned on. Men taught me the form of sexual intercourse. Yes men do have the ability to turn me on but girls have always been where it all began for me. I get nurtured and trust from women, but I get sexual pleasure from men. Yes I have met men that have tried to nurture me but all normally fails after 4 months. So by saying all of this I declare myself as Pansexual. In my form meaning I need some sort of love from both men and females. I don't imagine it being an issue with gender neural non binary or transgender people. The person that can satisfy these needs for me doesn't discriminate.Â
