#illshutupnow

two pivotal moments that made me realize i was trash

Yassas - #samepiceveryyear #crete #criti #plaka #illshutupnow

Does anyone else get worried that by being involved in so much sub-culture, that they'll miss the zeitgeist of this generation? No, ok I'll shut up.

One of the most difficult consequences of being openly bisexual has been the effect it has on my ability to have close female friends. So many of my friendships have broken up due to what I put down as the person freaking out that I'm "in love with them". They just get so freaked out that I know a lot about them or I'm comfortable with nudity, maybe it's simply that I tend to know where they are during the day. All these things that are signs of a very strong friendship. The most painful part is that this cycle works by having the friendship build up to be very strong to the point where I very much love the person and then they freak and it just rips my heart apart. It devastates me because from the moment that it snaps I just know it will never go back to the way it was. Why can't I have girl best friends? Why can't someone trust me? Bisexuality doesn't mean I sexualise everything that breathes. I have so many broken friendships due to this problem and it really hurts but there's no one I can hug right now. I hate having this invisible line that I can't cross. I want to tell my friends I love them without fearing that I'll lose them. Please offer hugs, I need hugs. Fuck this. It's been one of those nights eyy...