#illsee

How do I tell my future self...You’ll be ok?/ Would it just be something that I say? or a path to another way?/ it seems to me for every year of growth I begin to shift mentally/ I willingly share my flaws and shortcomings/ Here I open like a book/All of the pain that I took has transitioned into drive and love/ I have never been angry with those that hurt me just disappointed/The love and patience that I give is truly genuine/ I give from my heart and never ask for compensation/ Although, within relations that ship us into being a loving unit/ I must say to you never meant to turn your life into ruin/ l just wanted to get back to when vulnerability was between me and you and we could see one another in love/ I guess I lost you when I shut down my heart began to frown!/ because I didn't believe when you said; I love you Jahn! that fell upon deaf ears/ Love to me is action and that was no longer being shown/ it hurt to the bone/ I remained strong and dissected the negative energy/ took the positive notes and turn them into loving food to feed my heart and ears/ still love grew apart my dear/ my patience was there still, holding on waiting for you but you had other plans/ I wanted to get back to love but time was up! your patience ran its course no remorse/ I wanted to mend the broken pieces but you walked away... and here I remain love-stained! because I only wanted you after all we’d been through the actions of a fool!/ Thanks to you I've found a new focus which is me love for me acceptance of me and the will to continue to be who I be!/