I really don't understand why you say you love me or why you took it this far to the point I actually fell for you if you want to fuck other people why not just tell me don't lie and hurt me like this what do you stand to gain by causing me this horrible pain I'm so confused why your doing this to me you know how much I been hurt by lovers in the past so why do the same thing what did I do to deserve such disrespect such disloyalty why keep this going why not just end it and go be with who ever you want and let me be with someone who actually wants me and only me plz tell me what I did to you to deserve this heart break your causing for me I already fucking hate my life my family myself and when you came into my life I actually let myself get my hopes up I let my walls down I thought it would be different this time I truly thought you loved me but I was wrong again and I hate myself even more now thanks I wish I knew why you even let it get this far my heart is fucking broken and now iv got more scars that will never go away tbh I'd rather be dead then fell this heart reaching pain again
