#ijusttried

Nothing.

I feel nothing but emptiness.

Empty like an unused glass waiting to be filled up with water.

Like an unused glass without any hint of a drop of water, I am dry.

Kept inside the cupboard, I am useless.

I felt useless without any water filling me up.

It was like living with no purpose at all.

Oblivious.

I am unmindful of the world surrounding me.

For I, being kept in the dark for too long, cannot grasp anything about the place I call the ‘outside world’.

I cannot see nor feel the emotions of those around me.

Thus, I have become numb.

I am numb from the forces of the ‘outside world’.

I have learned not to feel anything.

I have learned not to feel or care about anything at all.

Tired.

I grew tired of being empty, oblivious and numb.

I have become weary of being alone, of being kept in the dark.

I suddenly felt cold; for where it is dark, it is cold.

I was a plant yearning for sunlight.

The sunlight that can make me feel warm and give me life.