✉ for a 2 am message

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curiosity always ties him down to situations like this, where his own sweater hangs off one shoulder, the bottom of it bunched around his waist as the danger himself is pressed in between his legs. kihyun tilts his head back, sees stars in both ways whilst the concrete digs into his back and he mouths lazily at the corner of the pantheon club president’s mouth, just because he can.

he makes a pretty noise that he knows sungki likes, halfway between a gasp and an ‘oh’ before he arches his back and drags his eyes up, up, up into the wolf’s gaze. 

it’s the alcohol that courses through his bloodstream allowing him to be this straightforward with what he wants as opposed to any other day and he thinks it’s the alcohol that causes him to laugh a little breathlessly, head lolling forwards to rest against the other’s collarbone.

“i’m not glass,” he says, “but it’s nice how you keep treating me like i am.”

✉: for a 2 am message

( msg : adam ) i just woke up from the most amazing dream( msg : adam ) i was at that big house i told you i wanted to retire in( msg : adam ) with the window sill and the plants( msg : adam ) and that long dreamy wood thing that goes into the water( msg : adam ) you were there too!!! you looked so old but so so happy.. it was so warm

↻: for an unsent message

( msg : adam ) do you still think about me sometimes? is it supposed to hurt a little?

✖: for an angry/threatening message

( msg : adam ) if you don’t stop being a dick i’m gonna kick your ass( msg : adam ) i mean it! i’m mad( msg : adam ) and i learned how to fight better so watch out ( msg : adam ) no more mr. nice guy!!! you’re gonna be in pain for a while

❤: for a loving/affectionate message

( msg : adam ) i know you like to pretend you aren’t but you’re a good person( msg : adam ) and i know you know that i know that you’re one of the best( msg : adam ) the heroic prince of any story( msg : adam ) everyone says you’re so intimidating and mean but… i know if you were a little honest people would love the real sungki. he’s nice. he’s cute and wonderful and funny so let him out to play!!( msg : adam ) i’ll even learn to share i promise 💖

❧: for a drunk message

( msg : adam ) s tp BROOODINH( msg : adam ) BROODIN G( msg : adam ) com e to my table i wannn tell yio a jpke!!( msg : adam ) its FUNNT i wany to see e you SMILE( msg : adam ) im w aiting!!!!

☀: for a morning message

( msg : adam ) do you ever just wake up and think today is the day??( msg : adam ) today is the day sungki!!!( msg : adam ) your day !!!!!( msg : adam ) wake up! smile! no matter what happens we’re gonna make it!( msg : adam ) the sun rose just for you today!! ( msg : adam ) breathe in the sunshine!! open up your windows!! even when you think your day is going sour just remember you are loved!! forever and ever and ever and ever!!!( msg : adam ) remember to be nice!!

☁: for a message not meant for you

( msg : adam ) this is weird but can you check up on him( msg : adam ) i saw him in the hallway he looks a little thin and pale( msg : adam ) make sure he’s sleeping and eating well( msg : adam ) i’ll even pay you! just give me updates please( msg : adam ) and don’t tell anyone

☂: for a scared/concerned message

✉ →2 am message

[text - 형] It is done.

[text - 형] I know it is unlike me to dirty my own hands with small fry, but this one targeted you specifically, as laughable as the attempt was.

[text - 형] pictureattached.png

[text - 형] He sung like a bird for me. Don’t worry, he wouldn’t dare to do the same for anyone else. I made sure of that.

[text - 형] And I’ll continue to make sure nothing like this ever happens again.

↻ →unsent message

[unsent - 형] Who was that boy you were talking to at the party

[unsent - 형] You looked so

[unsent- 형] happy

[unsent - 형] You don’t smile like that anymore

[unsent - 형] tell me why

✖ →angry/threatening message

[text - 형] Attached is information regarding Lee Doojoon, Student ID 0238404304.

[text - 형] FULLBACKGROUNDCHECK.doc (1.7GB)

[text - 형] Arrogant, this one. A little bird with a family nest of new-come wealth, trying to fly in the presence of vultures.

[text - 형] But that will make his destruction all the more enjoyable, no?

❤→loving/affectionate message

[unsent - 형] i don’t know what i would do without you, hyung

[unsent - 형] take me to the ends of the earth with you

[text - 형] Need company tonight? I’ve got a bottle of Macallan’s whiskey.

[unsent - 형] i brought it just for you

❧ →drunk message 

[text - 형] ope ned a bott/le of scotch wit  hout you

[text - 형] it tas tes a lot more bitt(er than i reme.mber

[text - 형] but that mig[ht be because you were he re last time

[text - 형] youre 

[text - 형]so far ahe ad of me alre.ady that

[text - 형]when you lo.ok back at me o(ne day

[text - 형]and realize i cant put up a mask to fool you any.more

[text - 형]will you leave

[text - 형] i fear the day when we won’t be able to share one last glass together

(DELETE ALL? X   O)

☀ → morning message

[text - 형] Hyung, after the Centurion gala last night, I have come to the conclusion that it would be best if you refrain from initating further suggestive conversation with me in public from now on.

[unsent - 형] it’s not that i dislike it

[text - 형] As disgusting and humiliating as it is, the old investment brokers have gotten the wrong idea.

[text - 형] It appears that they now think that touching me would somehow be a suitable business strategy to encourage my investment into their companies. 

☁ →message not meant for you

[sending - 형] I fear the day when you’ll leave me behind has already come.(CANCEL? X  O)

[sent - 형] Am I a burden to you?

[text - 형] Forgive me, hyung. I don’t know what came over me.

[Cancelled - 형] You’re everything I ever wanted to be (UNDO? X  O)

☂ → scared/concerned message

[text - 형] I haven’t been able to sleep for 3 nights now. Why is it that even at night, the moon is too bright for people like us to dwell underneath it for too long?

[unsent - 형]I feel like I need to see you. I don’t know why

[text - 형] It seems like I’m too dependent on your company. 

[text - 형] Knowing you, you’re still working, aren’t you?

[text - 형] Where are you? You’re not in the office

[☎ → 형] DISCONNECTED.

[text - 형] where are you hyung please call me back

[☎ → 형] DISCONNECTED.

[☎ → 형] DISCONNECTED.

[☎ → 형] DISCONNECTED.

i dare you / to take me on / i dare you / to show me your palms --

@ihsungki​

the first meeting is coincidence, the second chance, the third is fortunate, but the fourth, he knows, is fate -- there's no other way to explain why he sits where he does, staring at the dark, tugged eyes that both terrify and entice him. make him tremble, make him smile. he lifts his feet from the ground and lets his weight rest against the couch; it makes him feel lighter; less afraid.

all it took was a look from across the room and jinyoung, hooked like a fish -- an initial sting, then the effortless glide, dances circles around the couch, tries to ignore the tricks of gravity, the impish pull of the universe that makes his path smaller and tighter each time until he has no other option to sit beside the boy that looks like he’d fell out of a dream; the darker ones; the ones that leave people breathless, heart racing. all to face the empty space between that seems full of something he can't name, only feels pressed against his chest.

"you have such pretty hair," he tells the other boy as he reaches forward, runs his fingers through dark hair; loses himself in sensory details -- locks beneath his touch, the humid stroke of his breath against his lip; the trample of music that sticks to his bones, makes him dance even now, as though he doesn't move, only paints shapes into the air. even his smile, reckless in construction, falls within the calculated parameters of grace. he wonders if the other sees it, too, but he doesn't ask, just hands him his drink so he can play with his hair using both hands. 

“hold my drink --