#ihatethislol

the sad thing about happiness is that it’s as easy to come as it is to go.

smiles are important, because they put your happiness into a place where it can only be seen physically. the problem with being sociable is that you must stay interesting, or no one will acknowledge your efforts at staying relevant. and when people listen to you speak, you have a tendency to watch their eyes , and how they lose their light when they hear your words and you stare at the corners of their lips, which turn downwards as they lose interest in what you have to say.

when I saw you, I saw happiness. You were my happiness, and in return, you were happy to see me happy.

We had a mutual happiness.

but as you began to lose interest, the smiles shared only lasted 1.7453 seconds, and your hugs felt like goodbyes and your words sounded more like a sad song and your eyes didn’t twinkle like they used to and when you listened to me you weren’t really listening at all, but instead giving your attention to the even person behind me

and as you lost interest in me, I lost interest in you

and with the interest went my happiness

and as I lost you I lost everything I lived for

and while I was losing myself in you

you were finding yourself in them