#ihatethisguy

so like, lockdown has been fine for me. social distancing worked out alright for me and I feel so bad because I know so many people have been having a hard time. but, I was fine. unfortunately it's that time of year where all the flashbacks from a period of my life return. long story short, I was stalked for 11 years by my next door neighbour. we got away when I was 11.

every year around this time, (1 because we left and 2 my dad died around this time) I see the guy. in my town which is a good 15 mins away from where I used to live. I was having a fab day yesterday then I looked outside my window. the front room window faces the estate car park. I know what this guys drives. it is ingrained into my psyche. I deadass can't tell if I was having a moment but I saw the vehicle in the car park and I swear I could see him in the driver seat. it might not have been him but he has followed me home to where I live before.

ah that was long but essentially, paranoia times lads but I think I'm going to grow a pair and report him again if I see him in my town. he has no business being here.

(I've never said anything to the police before because all of those 11 years my family was told there wasn't enough evidence and I was called a liar to my face. been nervous around police ever since)