#ihatesmoking

I wonder if someone will purchase this. I would have to receive money from the artist to place it on my wall. #ihatesmoking #yuckmouth #isthisart #smokingcausescancer #decoratinghell https://www.instagram.com/carlkissin/p/BuicgVgheYV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13iuzisk58iuk

Addiction.. .. .. PS: #smokingkills #smokingisinjurioustohealth #smokingcausescancer #imnotasmoker #ihatesmoking

The power of imaging. Here I am, sitting in coffee bean Bishan with baobao, reading the cheap books we just bought at popular fair at level 2. This book I'm reading now, 'the positive way to change your life', is pretty inspiring and helpful I'd say. It talks about the power of imaging, positive thinking. It relates to the sell training Jo had for us, the power of our mind. It teaches us how we should visualize our success, so vividly in our conscious mind, that it gets accepted by our unconscious mind, and it'll release great energies to help us achieve just that. While reading, I kept thinking about the negative thoughts and feelings I've been having. About myself, about baobao, and about our future. I am doubtful, I wouldn't deny. I've been nitpicking on him, and being generally unhappy. Nowadays, mostly about him smoking. And now I ask myself, if this whole imaging would work on him not smoking anymore every again? Would me praying and believing that he's going to stop smoking very soon and not going to pick it up again, actually work in him quitting this bad habit that I really detest? I've been thinking about picking up smoking myself, just so to see how great it is, or just wanting to proof that quitting is possible, or just to anger him perhaps. I don't know. But maybe I shouldn't. Maybe I really should believe and trust that he'll do it like he said, and give it time to materialize. Fingers crossed.