#ihatemice

Day 108

I worked from home today. I had loads to get on with. I usually run around getting a few jobs sorted in the house first.

The boiler man was supposed to come to service the boiler this afternoon but he came early.

I am addicted to playing candy crush at the moment. Dinner was noodles with chicken in a black bean sauce and it was delicious. Watched more football.

OMG shock horror. Misty brought a mouse into the conservatory. I messaged Gemma and she came over to try to catch it. She is my hero.

So I stumbled upon a young man who I thought might make everything better. He had a good job with the oil companies in Alberta and was making some damn good money and he seemed to genuinely love me.... What a fool I was.

As soon as we decided to find a place to live together... he quit his job, couldn’t trust me to be alone..... like wtf man ...

Guess what... not long after that we moved back to mom’s... Then pregnant and on welfare 

He turned out to be a nightmare.... Soon after my son was born we went back out to Alberta to his parents promising to change his tune. But not after he had spend a few months in jail for Break and Enter... his way of trying to earn money...

It didn’t take long and I was of course pregnant again. But after only me trying to find and getting work, and waking up and growing up and finally realizing that he was a dead end that was going nowhere fast.... I left with baby in tow and baby in belly and with only $20 in my pocket.

Back to mom’s again and applying for government assistant housing....