#ih8presentations

i hate presenting things. i have to do a presentation in math in front of my class. my class is only like 7 people, but i'm freaking out. i can't present in front of people, i just CAN'T, i'm scared to death of doing anything in front of other people, hence why i try to blend in and not stand out, i don't like being the center of attention, but it's like... when i try not to, in some way, i stand out. and i don't want to. and it sucks, because i don't want to be labeled wrong, so i try to be myself.. which i've done. and i'm FREAKING OUT MAJORLY right now. i'm scared to death of this. the presentation isn't until monday, and i know it's friday, but i'm so scared/nervous and it sucks. i'm pretty good at talking to people until it comes to presenting. then i turn into a nervous wreck. and im already collapsing. i dunno what i'm gonna do, i've got no clue what to do. and i know people say it's easy and all that, but i'm not the type who likes to talk in front of groups. i hate being the center of attention, because if i mess up, then what? i'll get laughed at most likely, and remembered for that moment.