#ifearmymind

I have never known how it feels to need you, I swear if I did I would have called and you would have been here, I wouldn't even have to call, you would just be here. I want to forgive you, I want to be able to relate to you without having to wonder if what I feel is normal, I love you, indifferent but I do, I know because even if you are so detached from me, I feel your heartbeats in my soul, you created me and I sit here and wonder... I feel your inhales when I am sleeping at night...