Aug 6, 2016
smtimes i think abt how emotionally repressed mako’s shown 2 be and how, instead of talking abt his trauma or coping w. it, he tends to overwork himself or switch the subject before shit gets 2 real. nd like...thinking abt it, he never would have had a moment to really ‘cope’ with it, given how he’s constructed himself as his little brother’s protector for so long; i doubt there would have been a moment wherein he’d allow himself to be weak, or for bolin to see him be weak and caught up in his feelings lmao SO LIKE. rather than naturally learn how to deal with trauma he just suppresses it but i wonder if thered ever be repercussions to that, or a tipping point, cus i mean,
#tbd#sighs#sometimes i wonder if he ever offhandedly or purposefully found his parents' file#if there even...was one.....#lmao#but anyway ptsd's a bitch and even tho the writers didnt ever delve or explicate that im sure hes ND had definitely has triggers no one can#tell me otherwise.#oh boy doing patrols in the alley his parents were mugged mustve been fun i doubt hed even tell beifong that he wanted to take a different#route. if he did he wouldnt explain himself ill bet#it would have been more of a ''just let me 8) do a different one thanks''#lies down#i have to ollie for a bit but fingerguns#theres not a day im not sad about mako
