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A little bit drunk tonight. But it was worth it! :)

I had the best rest day ever. I don't mind every invites that night, I juat curled up last night and just check some of my social networking sites, then I ate and then afterwards I hit the sack. Well, I've been contemplating for a couple of days. I don't know what to do, I just can't think of some possibilities that could worsen the whole situation, another thoughts that I tend to overthink from time to time. My decision is quite torn and very changeable, I just wish my decision will be firm cause time is running out. But thank you mind for letting me rest last night. I had a blast.

I've been very dormant these past few days, I was very out of my mind. My thoughts are cluttered and very out of nowhere, Contemplation is the key to surpass all of my thoughts running around on my head. Honestly, I just want to stay quiet and shut my mouth until someone's forget that I exist. Wishing that somehow I was living in my own cocoon and just living and breathing all by myself. I just want to be alone and let no judgment and prejudice will be heard, just living and breathing peace of mind through out the day!

I have a big question on my mind. Why some of the relationship build with trust suddenly end up with a relationship with a lot of hatred and digusts. A lot of things are running in circles. But I didn't have a definite answer and I just ket people to express. But I am just confused. Really do.. I just wish that if I wil have a relationship I wish that will be my first and last and I wish that we will end up cuddlin' each other, kiss and love then sometimes will have some cat fights and them make-up with the cat fight. I just wish I will have a good relationship, I am not asking for a perfect relationship. I am pleased with a good relationship a relationship full of understanding and that realtion will end up in grave the two of us, both of us are smiling and happy! Yea. As of now I am not interested in finding a good oh, relationship, I am happy being single and I don't want to engage to a relationship because I had too, and just because there's alot of pressure in the environment then ending up with an unsuccessful relationship ending up with a lot of hatred and disgusted with each other. As of now I'm afraid and I am happy being single. I don't rush things.

Ayokong magaya ang buhay ko sa Facebook na bukod sa wala ka ng privacy at lahat nalang ay nakamasid sa bawat kilos mo, madami ka ngang Kaibigan dun, kaunti lang naman ang mga totoo mong kaibigan the rest mga huwad na.

Pumapatak nanaman ang ulan sa bubong ng bahay! Hahaha. Maya-maya papasok nako, nakakatamad puting puti ang damit ko tapos ganito ang panahon. Panalo. Isa sa mga pagsubok kapag kulay puti ang kulay ng uniporme mo! Sana makansela din ang pasok sa hospital tulad ng pasok ng nga estudyante, kaso sa PM shift amg cancel ay 10 pm pa. Hahaha. Walang magagawa. Ayos na din ang mata ko ngayon! Yea :'>