#ieroite

degausser in general

the world tilts back and poison pours 

hey, beauty supreme / yea you were right about me / how can i get myself out form underneath / this guilt that will crush me / and in the choir / i saw a sad messiah / he was bored and tired of my laments / said ‘i died for you one time but never again’

ok that whole part kills me but ESPECIALLY the bolded part like im CRYING i mean partially because of what the song is about but i get goose bumps and teary eyed every time

never have to buy adjacent plots of earth / never have to rot together underneath dirt / never have to lose my baby in the crowd / i should be laughing right now

too fucking sad honestly. like i wonder how the family feels about his song that’s something i always think about when i lsiten to this song liek did the mom listen to it and cry? did she get angry? was she like ‘that’s not how i feel at all’ like i want to KNOW

and you can’t blame your mother / she’s trying not to see you as her worst mistake

i’m crying lol #relatable 

you’re so good at talking smack / you heart attack / but you’re the apple of my eye anyway

and i can’t use the telephone / to tell you that i’m dead and gone / so you won’t know

please don’t be technology / so i can turn of your love / like some cold machine

you set on me but you are not the sun

that line is so important...SO important

you could drink up the entire ocean / and still find someone to be everything / we know that you’ll never be

you freezing over hell / you were bringing on the end you do so well

i’d drown all these crying babies / if i knew that their mothers wouldn’t cry / i’d hold them down and i’d squeeze real soft / and let a piece of myself die

listen...t.hat’s so sad...jesse why are you so fucknig sad