#idv posting

apostrophe - an unlucky fool with too many issues to count.

normally scared, I only use tumblr as that's all I have. (lost my idv account as well..)

he / fae / it / apos - male/nb leaning .ᐟ ξξ _⊗` I am a minor (17), but below 15 won't be allowed to try and get close with me. Above 19 won't be allowed either. I am learning Russian.

Setting up a pretty cage. (I am trying to pursue someone seriously. say what you must, but I won't really be phased.)

I am not religious.

idv fan who's forcefully not playing the game. Andrew enthusiast or kin, I don't know. I also have bpd and that affects how I might act with people. I speak straight to the point and I'll use tone tags if needed. Apos is also a trans person so I will not listen to any fetishized things or accept photos of myself given out due to my looks.

I'm trying to make friends but I might fail and that's what I will expect. If you become a friend, you'll be placed separately from others in my mind. Like I said, this is all I have, so I don't have discord or anything, whatever, so text me here freely or whatever.

I used to be in shedtwt back then, and I uninstalled twitter because of it getting too bad. I am recovering somewhat. I'll tag things accordingly and it will only be mentions of it, nothing more, nothing less.

I take my liking to specific characters seriously, so don't get aggravated or say insults to my favorites or it'll drop you down and I might unfriend you. Thankfully, it's just Andrew, Sangria, and Marcus, all from IDV. Fictionkin of Andrew.

I have unmedicated bpd and I am obsessive and get attached fairly quickly, if I do, I may act differently and softer. I am pursuable as well. Feel free to be obsessive as well or any sorts, I enjoy it truthfully.

🏹 anon, more to come..

IWC almost all the time, I have horrible emotions and I feel them too much. DNI if you're darkship or any sort of problematic fiction that 'doesnt' go against reality. I forgot the list.

Interact freely if you're an idv fan, jirai, recovering as well, and/or transgender as well.

userbox(s) + tags below

if you fell asleep on the sofa and were about to roll off, what would [idv chara] do?

PLEASE BE GAY.

I KNOW WE HAVE LITERALLY NO INFORMATION ON HER CHARACTER BUT DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW GOOD THE FORESHADOWING WOULD BE IF THIS WAS DOOMED YURI?

For potential faller blog reasons, I would like to take into account rotomblrs out of fandom opinion before further action.

Margie hallucinated Violetta as a spider monster for 0.2 secs and she got immortalized as a hunter in this game forever? I expected at least a little more of a story to it. It felt like they forgot why they designed her as a hunter in the first place and had to quickly write that in somehow. But I can't imagine how it would've gone otherwise idk

Mike being a cunt was the most refreshing thing ever to me LMFAO I think they did his character so well T_T.. Seeing him hyper defensive from all the grief & PTSD and pointing fingers at everyone only for his experiment file to describe him as the most clear-headed of this game kind of killed me because he was in the most vulnerable spiral of his life there. Even when he tried to dial it down around Violetta he still had a bite to his tone, very reminiscent of a condescending popular kid who's caught up in himself smh. Mike pisses me awf so bad. i lov him 🙄💖

His background story opened up so many questions that I went in thinking wahaha!! finally our answers!!! and ended up very underwhelmed. At the very least I wanted to know his sister's name... 💔

But giving her a name would be giving her some agency as a person, and in Richard's eyes she's only ever been a role: his sister and his princess. ig her name is irrelevant in a story shown through his pov lol

learning papa sterling's name before the sister kind of kills me though T_T

"I understand the danger such a decision entails..." ← this bit fills me w sm grief like 😢

I'd imagine that under normal circumstances a noble family like the Sterlings would prefer to be more involved in their children's marriages, but this was (probably?) written around the time the parents were fighting, the mother attempted suicide & the father was busy cleaning up messes re: his business. The sister had been alone in navigating her fear of Richard for years now, but this situation left her especially isolated, so her last resort was to find a husband on her own. and all I can think about is how there was never any guarantee that her husband would've been any better since from the start he was always an escape route more than a lover

this quest was the most intriguing to me because it really drives in how deeply the knight fantasy is intwined in richard's identity. he wasn't necessarily trying to gaslight his sister, it's that he can't bear to shatter the fairytale they play equally important parts in. he Literally doesn't know who he'd be without the role deeprooted inside him. hence he dubs her the Villain in node 6– her trying to run away and elope was an explicit "sabotage" against him, the hero.

with the amount of info out i'm still just pulling ideas out of my ass but my most "out there" theory rn is that richard never went missing. that the dad's underground business had kept tabs on him all this time. maybe he was an early test subject for the drugs that would eventually be used at the manor idk. this is me trying to cope w/ how a 7-year-old antichrist joined the family out of nowhere 😭 i think i still lean toward the idea that he's the same boy just horrifically changed