Oct 8, 2025
wow. unrelated to class but I loathe these little moments where I feel like a complete fucking retard for always clinging to these random people for no reason. I want her back. God fucking dammit I just want her back, all these replacements, even if they don't feel like it, I know on some conscious level its what my fucking heart is trying to do and I don't fjcking know anymore.
just. focus. we came here for school. all these random people are nothing but distractions. focus focus focus. you are nothing without this. you can't go back to that hell. shut your ears to the world and busy your hands.
