NY Times - "36 Questions That Lead to Love" Question 30. When did you last cry in front of another person? By yourself? Uhhh, I'm going to say both last night. I don't remember what I was thinking about but I remember the pain anxiety attacks induce and the inability to breathe and how sometimes I just want it to end. YES. It is totally possible to have muscle pain "JUST" from anxiety. (Just because you can't SEE the illness doesn't mean it's not there. I'm not trying to ask for sympathy, I'd just like to tell y'all that the brain affects the body and your mood can really mess with your health! #BeHealthy #BeHappy ) @kaikaikaisauce had to talk me down from it. #ReasonsWhyISleepSoMuch . But also, in the same night, I remember waking up countless times because of my dreams and crying from nightmares. My brain never rests. Generally, I have 3-5 dreams a night and they're not always good, but they are always vivid af. Sometimes I'm afraid of going to bed. #ReasonsWhyIDontSleep . Sometimes I'm not sure if my memory was real or not. I often get confused between reality and "rie-lity." . Sometimes I cry out of frustration. I really CANT remember sometimes. It's okay though. I'm getting used to it. I am sorry for those of you I accidentally forget about from time to time though. . Tl;Dr: Insomnia & Hypersomnia are probably both caused by my dreams but idk how to make them stop. It's not bad all the time though, sometimes I'll get the most amazing dreams and I'll be off in a fantasy world my conscious mind could hardly fathom. #Purikura #Chilli #MakesUCrie #ICrie #SometimesIFeelLikeAlice #NothingMakesSense #Y (at Kyoto, Japan)