For the 100 questions thing: 81, 88, 95, and 97.
81. How long have you been on tumblr?
umā¦ technically i think I made one in 2014 but i didnāt really use it, but then i started to actually use it in like late 2015.
88. What are you scared of?
I think Iām afraid of losing control. Iām scared of the future and the fact that I canāt make it exactly how I want and literally write my own life story. Iām scared of the past and that anything that I do that I donāt like how it went I will replay over and over in my head. Iām scared that I wonāt be able to let this want for control go even though I constantly tell myself that things will change unexpectedly and I just canāt do anything about it.Ā
Iām scared that Iāll never impact the world the way I want to. Iām afraid that I canāt control the world and my life enough to help as much as I can and make the world better. Also Iām really afraid of spiders like you know that moment when youāre in the shower and out of the corner of your eye you just see this little black thing on the wall moving yeah thatās terrifying.
95. Share your favorite quote.
Okay I have a tough time picking favorite anythings. but I like this one:
āNovels arenāt just happy escapes; they are slivers of peopleās souls, nailed to the pages, dripping ink from veins of wood pulp. Reading the right one at the right time can make all the difference.ā
āYou are flawed, and struggling and uncertain. But it is so beautiful the way you try.ā
97. Do you like horror movies?
Not really. I could watch one but like I need someone to comfort me but also Iām into deep meanings and not just like jump scares so I will watch one every once in a while.
