as soon as everything starts to feel like it’s getting better it gets worse AGAIN! FUCKING AGAIN! WOW YAY LOVE WATCHING MY FRIEND GROUP FALL A PART AT THE SEEMS! LOVE WATCHING THE PEOPLE I LOVE MOST BASICALLY TEAR THEMSELVES APART! LOVE FEELING SO FUCKING DYSPHORIC CONSTANTLY AS SOON AS I FELT A BIT MORE CONFIDENT AGAIN! LOVE NOT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT ANY SITUATION I’M WATCHING GO DOWN BECAUSE IT ISN’T MY FUCKING PROBLEM. IT ISN’T MY BATTLE TO FIGHT. FAHHHHH.
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