there hasn’t been one person in my life that has ever made me feel like i’m worth anything at all. it’s hard to come to the realization that i may never be. i see the lengths they’ve gone for others, but it’ll never be for me. it hurts so much to feel so worthless. to feel unlovable. to be hopeful one minute and down the next. i have a lot of love to give, but nobody wants it. i’m done putting myself out there in the hopes of “what if”.