#icannotdreamtonight

Took a sleeping pill, not tired, might take another just cause I'm awake and they're within arms reach as well as my water..

Kinda wanna sleep, kinda wanna walk

I'm restless

I need a cigarette, I'm over life

*sleep paralysis but no monsters just me continuously sobbing in the corner..*

Things are drastically changing, this year is gonna be weird, I can feel it, not sure how but my bones shiver, I'm done with this lifestyle *let me the fuck out* lemme settle with you, have a home, our daughter, just us...

I hurt

Where are you??

My whole self aches because you're not here, deadass been crying since you left earlier, FML...