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 We didn’t built this sanctuary just to let it fall down.

I don’t want to leave. I don’t want to leave this place where our memories, experiences, and everything we had in our relationship are housed. Why is it so easy for you to leave everything behind? Why is so easy for you to walk away to everything that we had and have? Why can’t you realize all of these things? That the one who will love you forever is standing in front of you but you neglect to notice.

 I may have done bad things in the past but I tell you - I’m different now. I’m better than before and that’because of you. But you chose to turn your back on me. You’re so unfair. Yes. 

If only you can feel the pain that I’m feeling right now. If only you can see right through my eyes. If only you can realize what I realized. But no, you can’t.

You’re asking me to find another place to stay because you’re leaving. That’s it? After all. That’s it? After the struggles, problems, and challenges that we’ve surpassed you’ll just tell me to leave everything? You’re slowly distancing yourself to me. You’re fading. We’re fading. So easy for you.

The biggest regret that I made last year was breaking your heart. Oo, sobrang pinagsisihan ko ‘yun ngayon. Sobrang tanga ko kasi. Hindi mo deserve ang matrato ng ganon. I made mistakea and I want to make up to it. I want you back.

This time I’ll be better. The best version of me. I love you so much. The past few months, I’ve let my self search for who I really am and what do I need to further improve myself. Along the way, I felt really empty. I felt really lost. Lost, lost without you. I’m so sorry. Although I’ve done nasty things that brought upon this kind of chaotic situation, I really want to prove that I’m worthy of your love. More than 4 years na tayo oh. And I’m really sorry.

If you will let me, If time and destiny will allow, gusto ulit kitang ligawan. I want to prove to you that the guy you loved more than 4 years ago is back and is better than ever. I love you. I really do.

There may be tons of distractions along the way at natutunan kong iwasan 'yung mga 'yun on the process of searching for myself. Please, allow me to be part of your plans again. I miss you so much.

I want to be your “motty” again. I miss how you hug and kiss me. It’s really special. No one can ever do those things to me with such emotions and gentleness than you do. I love you. I want you back but I guess you won’t let me.

I had my time. Now you need yours. To find yourself, to forget all the pain that I’ve caused you. Sorry. I’m really sorry.

Natatakot ako. Natatakot na on the process na makalimutan mo lahat ng 'yun ay kasabay na makalimutan mo din ako. Makalimutan at makahanap na ng iba. Sobrang sakit. Never been this hurt before. Mahal na mahal kita. Mahal na mahal.

Aalis ka na din. Lalayo. Paano na? Paano na tayo? Ayy, wala na nga palang tayo. Di ko na alam gagawin ko. Balik ka na sa akin. Gagawin ko lahat para mangyari 'yun. Mahal mo ako di ba? Mahal din maman kita. Pero you said that love is never enough. Ayusin muna natin sarili natin, 'yun ang sabi mo. Ayos na ako ohh, handang handa na ulit ako. Kaso ikaw, ikaw naman ang hindi handa. Natatakot ako. Natatakot na tuluyang mawala ka.

Katabi kita ngayon. Pero parang wala na lang ako sa iyo. Masakit. Sobra.

Sana, sana sa akin ka na lang ulit. Pwede naman tayong maging masaya ulit ahh. Kalimutan lahat ng sakit na naidulot ko sa iyo. Hayaan mo akong palitan ulit lahat ng mga masasaya at bagong alaala. Grow? We can grow with each other naman ehh. Grow as an individual and as a couple. Pwede naman ahh. Oh sadyang ayaw mo na lang talaga? Ewan. Masakit. Pero mahal kita.

Maghihintay ako. Kahit gaano katagal pa 'yan. Kahit malayo ka na. Dito lang ako. Magtitiwala sa mga salitang binitiwan mo.

Happy New Year. Bagong taon. Taon na wala ka na sa piling ko.

I love you. I love you so much MGNA.

Hindi naman siguro lingid sa kaalaman ng iba ang nangyayaring gyera sa mundo ng Twitter. Pero seryoso, hindi na talaga nakakatuwa. I’m not against AlDub or whatsoever pero ‘yung mga fans kasi, OA na talaga.

Yes, they’ve always been on the top trending topics ever since they’ve made their grand entrance on the entertainment scene. Pero as of now. Pilit na ehh. I heard and I’ve seen people na nagtwee-tweet gabi pa lang para mag-top trending topic agad siya. Ready for the next day kung baga. Pero nasaan na ang fun sa pag-tweet? I mean ‘yung tipong mag-tweet ka for the sake na masabi mo ‘yung nasa mind mo at hindi ‘yung kahit ano na lang gawin mo ihahashtag mo pa ‘yung AlDubcheneschenes kahit hindi naman relate? Para lang mag number 1? 

The problem is that ‘yung fans kasi. They’re over acting. I also saw one tweet na kaya daw pinagsama-sama mga famous love teams ng ABS-CBN sa Showtime Kapamilya Day is dahil na threa-threaten sila? Uhm. Ehh sino ‘yung gabi pa lang pinapatrend na? Sino mas mukhang threatened? 

The fans. Yes, the fans. The way they attack other people dahil lang sa AlDub. It’s not good. Ginagawa na kasi nilang santo mga ito ehh. Why not focus on other issues? ‘Yung tweet worthy or whatseover. Oo, it’s for fun and entertainment purposes pero what I want to say is OA na. Nasabi ko na bang OA na? OA na.

Sana mailagay niyo sa resume niyo or biodata niyo na isa kayo sa million-milliong nagpatrend dun sa AlDub. Kinaganda niyo ‘yan. Pinagpuyatan niyo ‘yan ano ba.

For the past few days the troops of INC are causing such turmoil to the point that it caused such disturbance to thousands of motorists and other people in Manila and Quezon City.

The heck! When everything was about to leave the streets and return to their lovely abodes, mayor Erap granted INC a 5-day permit to rally, I mean have a “VIGIL”, on the streets of Manila. Seriously? Ang dami nang naapektuhang tao sa kaepalan nila ha. Hindi na ako natutuwa. Sa Taft Ave pa talaga. Jusko, paano naman papasok mga estudyante niyan? Paano na ako papasok? Midterm week pa naman namin. Mga nandamay pa mga mokong.

It’s such a irritating scene. And really, a concert on the streets? Akala ko ba rally este “VIGIL” ‘yan? Nananakit pa ng mga taong nadaan sa kalsada. ‘Yan ba tinuturo ng rehiliyon niyo? Sorry not sorry. I know someone from INC and he’s neglecting his studies dahil may something sila sa INC at bawal mawala dun. Seryoso?? Mapapakain ka ba ng rehiliyon mo? To the point na ilang beses na niyang tinake ‘yung subject kasi sobrang dami niyang absences dahil sa mga kachuchuhan ng INC.

Tapos ano ngayon? Damayan? Ehh ‘yung iba ngang sumasali sa rally este “VIGIL” nila ay hindi alam kung bakit sila andun. Pinapunta lang ganon. Utot niyo. Pwede naman kasing mag rally este “VIGIL” sa mga lugar na walang makaka-apekto sa ibang tao or ‘yung planado para magkaroon ng alternative routes ang mga tao. Hindi ‘yung nanggagambala pa ng iba.

Separation of state and religion? Duh. Sa mga pinag-gagawa nila. Lalo silang kinakaayawan ng mga tao. Mga papansin kasi ehh. Pwede naman kasing I-voice out ng maayos ‘yung thoughts nila, hindi ‘yung nandadamay pa ng ibang tao.

Toni Gonzaga’s antics has been a big issue to the thousands and thousands of Bb. Pilipinas 2015 viewers last March 15, 2015. Some took it as very offensive and cheap while others picked it up as very light and very entertaining to watch.

For me, I find it really amusing to watch and it gave a very light mood to the whole Araneta Coliseum. Based on experience, being on a pageant (Mr. and Ms something to be exact) and being on a stage facing tons of people is very nerve wracking. This is where the host/s come/s into action. They not only light up the mood but also shake those nerves out of the contestants. It is exactly what Ms. Toni Gonzaga did that very night of the pageant. She blurted out those words just to make the contestants feel at ease. I don’t get why people felt that it was offensive and such. The management wouldn’t hire someone who will ruin the night right? They would hire someone who’s a veteran in the field of hosting. 

Regarding it being cheap, well, doesn’t Ms. Nina Ricci Alagao’s comment cheaper per se? As a beauty queen, is it rather contradicting that someone like her would discriminate another person physically? Nakakababa ng pagtingin, promise. 

Yes, maybe it’s not an ordinary beauty pageant, and yes it’s so prestigious that it should be treated with royalty and respect. But shouldn’t we also take into consideration the fact that it is also an entertainment program? An entertainment program that aims to, well, entertain its audience and the likes. That’s exactly what Ms. Toni Gonzaga did that night. She entertained the crowd and also the contestants. If you’ve noticed, the judges were also laughing and having a great time because of what she did. And also, I’ve watched a video of a friend of mine who watched at Araneta Coliseum wherein She sang and provided the right entertainment the people need during breaks.

Oh yes, I really don't get it why there isn't any student discount in public utility vehicles during vacations. 

Di ba nga, mas kailangan ng estudyante ang discount tuwing bakasyon? Una, kasi walang allowance. Pangalawa, pag bakasyon ba ay natitigil ang pagiging estudyante ng isang estudyante? Pangatlo, (let's include weekends) paano 'yung may mga pasok ng Sabado or worst, Linggo? Estudyante pa din naman 'yun di ba?

Oo at kailangang kumita ng mga PUV drivers pero ang mga estudyante naman ay walang pinagkukuhanang sariling pera maliban sa parents di ba? Siguro 'yung ibang working students meron pero. Ah ewan. Dami kong prinoproblema.