#i'm..........

dating poly!lashton and still trying to figure out how to tell who was last in the room one week after moving in to their house. would luke leave his jacket on the back of the couch? would ashton leave the cabinet open after he got a glass of water? who left the door unlocked? they would be things that would be too easy to forget when luke came behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist. giving you the snuggliest hug as he asked when you would be available for cuddling. ashton would be trying to sort through his record collection for you to have a tiny bit more space in the office, which would be used for you to keep your books until he built you a shelf. he couldn't just buy you one--ashton would be determined to make you feel at home. cleaning would be the last thing on your mind when your partners wanted to leave everything just to spend an extra 15 minutes with you. holding you close between them. ashton rubbing your back while luke pressed his lips to your forehead.  several candles making the room smell like vanilla beans as you drifted off to sleep on luke's chest. all three of you a tangle of limbs on a lazy afternoon. 

I literally c a n n o t believe it's 2019 we have a show featuring Spock and we still REFUSE to make his and Kirk's relationship canon like... fuck "reach for them" bla bla bla can we PLEASE just have it said explicitly ONCE like I don't fucking know an omnipotent alien that tells him "you will be very in love with your human husband lmao bye" how fucking d i f f i c u l t is that ??????