#i'm... exhausted

when after a month I finally have the time to make a gifset and my last winchester decides to die on me (with 500 GB worth of movies and tv shows) the second I try to open the Narcos episode I want to gif 🤡 after mourning my 3rd winchester I really should consider paying for an online cloud but I don't want to pay a monthly fee that costs a whole ass winchester after 10 months (and I have to download everything individually on my desktop if I wanna gif it) 😭 how do y'all do this

I hate seeing myself on the screen when I have a video meeting and constantly checking what my hair looks like how is my posture am I looking attentive enough do I look pretty this way are they looking at me ugh. Sometimes I just stick a post-it over my face in order to be able to focus on what the class is actually about

I imagine chariot’s cape in real life would be a thick and rough kind of fabric, and not a bright red but a kinda darker red

Anxiety, ADHD and RSD really fucking me lately

It was the worst, the most tiring and debilitating week in my career. I had so much work that I was not able to go to toilet 

I just spent six hours making pierogi and I'm thrilled I was by myself for most of it so no one could call me out on the obscene amount of times I played Mozart's Turkish March