#i'm sad now...

This is my first time writing angst, so I hope I didn’t do too bad 😅 Also,  I just want to say that I wrote this for the needs of this ask and I don’t think they would ever try to flirt with or kiss someone else’s s/o.

Mark

He backed out of the room, pain and disbelief on his face, as he saw you kissing Jackson. It was late and you two had been drinking a lot.

 He didn’t care if your judgment was altered or not, that still proved you had lied to him when you told him you weren’t attracted by his friend anymore.

 Before you two were a thing, Jackson had been your boyfriend for a few months. Mark knew his friend still had feelings for you, but he never thought that he would dare to even flirt with you, let alone touch you in any way. He walked away without disturbing the two of you, wanting to get as far away from that room, broken-hearted as he couldn’t trust you anymore.

Jaebeom

He stared at you while you tried explaining the events of last night to him. He knew what he saw and he couldn’t believe it.

 It was true a lot of shots were involved in the games and it technically wasn’t your fault for agreeing to Bambam’s final dare. “I dare you to kiss Yugyeom”. You didn’t want to chicken out even if you knew he was joking. It became more than a quick peck on the lips and Jaebeom came back from the bathroom at the worst moment. 

What hurt him the most was the fact that the maknae didn’t seem to mind the fact that you were his hyung’s girlfriend. “I’m so sorry, I...I don’t know what happened...” You were ashamed of what you did and sincerely wanted to apologize. “I’ll tell you what happened: You. Kissed. Him. Right in front of my fucking face. You could’ve simply said no...Why did you do it?” 

Jackson

His voice was filled with anger as he found his best friend leaning towards you for a kiss. “Ya! What do you think you’re doing?” 

You were both surprised by how his attitude had changed in a matter of seconds, going from a happy grin to a confused rage as he turned the corner of the hallway. You didn’t completely pull away from Mark’s attempt to kiss you because of how the alcohol from earlier still affected you, but your completely sober boyfriend didn’t see it that way. He walked towards you, gripped your arm and pulled you to the exit.

 “We’re leaving.” As you walked through the parking lot, he turned to you, his eyes watering up with anger.

 “Am I a joke to you? Why did you let him-” You cut him off. “I was going to stop him!” 

“You didn’t look like you were! I’m going to have a talk with you when I’m calmed down, but for now I just want to get away from here. From him.” 

Jinyoung

To say he was hurt was the least you could say. That night, he lost his trust in the two people that mattered the most to him. 

You were all drunk, but Jinyoung somehow managed to drink less that you and Jaebeom. When he caught a glimpse of what looked like the color of your lipstick on his friend’s shirt collar, he didn’t ask himself too many questions, as it could have been from someone else. When he saw the small mark on your neck as you came back from the bathroom, however, he put two and two together.

He walked to you and, as you shifted, visibly trying to cover the mark with your t-shirt, he stopped moving. You saw his eyes go from you to Jaebeom and then back on your bruised neck. Flashes of doubt and realization passed on his face before he turned around to leave.

 He turned back one last time, the muscles of his jaw clenching with anger as he looked at the person he had called his best friend since forever. You knew going after him wouldn’t stop him and you simply stared at the front door when it slammed shut, his figure slowly fading in the darkness of the night.

Youngjae

He sat on the couch, looking at you but not listening.He was lost in his thoughts. He knew you didn’t really meant for it to happen, but he knew Bambam. 

He knew the boy had a crush on you since day one, yet he was the one who finally earned your love. Despite knowing all of that, he was still hurt. 

“Baby, you know I only love you. I don’t get how he didn’t understand...” You tried reassuring him, comforting him, but it didn’t work. Youngjae was never mad at anyone, even in situations where he should have been, but today was different.

 Bambam had been very obvious in his flirting attempts and when it escalated to locking lips with you, your boyfriend had been quick to intervene. What he said to him, you had no idea, but you knew from the tone and how loud his voice was that it wasn’t kind. 

You were the only person he could protect like this and you were glad, but you were also aware that it wasn’t all Bam’s fault. You didn’t move when he kissed you. You didn’t really understand why. Maybe it was the soju you had during supper. 

“Youngjae! Did you understand what I just told you? I’m yours and only yours, so don’t blame yourself. It was an accident.” He absentmindedly nodded, still wondering if he would be able to stand looking at Bambam at practice tomorrow.

Bambam

“Why did you kiss him like that? Don’t you love me?” The small text illuminated the screen of your phone the minute you opened your messaging app.

 He had walked in on you kissing Youngjae against a wall near the restaurant’s bathrooms. You didn’t know what pushed you to do it. You had no excuse for it. 

“I do love you, Bam.” Your answer didn’t seem to change anything as he immediately sent another message. 

“Then why did you kiss him???” You were tired and drunk when it all happened and you didn’t even recall the events properly. The only thing you remembered was the look your boyfriend gave you as he stood in the opening of the door. You knew you had ran away before he could actually talk to you and that was about it. 

You didn’t think before acting and Bambam trusted you so much that he was ready to hear what you had to sayto explain the situation. He really needed to hear that it wasn’t a secret relationship. 

“Come to my house, we can talk. Wait, no. Don’t move, I’m coming over.”  He didn’t even wait for your answer before heading to your house. 

Yugyeom

It had been clear from the start that the youngest of the group was your crush and that you really liked him. The problem was, while he liked you back, he was pretty shy and couldn’t manage to tell you in person.

Everyone knew you would end up together, but the few shots you had been taking made the situation change in a few instants. As you went back to the kitchen, Jinyoung came in. You knew he liked you since Mark had told you about it, but you didn’t expect the handsome boy to simply walk over to you and softly push his lips on yours. You closed your eyes and enjoyed the kiss. 

As you parted, Yugyeom entered the room and immediately say the traces of your freshly applied lip tint on his friend’s bottom lip. His eyes widened and he dashed through the door, leaving you and Jinyoung standing there. 

“(y/n) I...” he started. “I’m sorry for this, I think I need to go. Just... This doesn’t mean anything ok?” You went straight to the hallway, finding Yugyeom with his back to the wall. 

“I thought this could work. I was really stupid to think that you would pick me over him” He muttered with a chuckle. 

“Look, I don’t know what happened, I...I really like you.” Your answer making him lift his head toward you. 

“Yugyeom, out of anyone in the world, I would always pick you. You’re the sweetest guy I’ve met. I really think we complete each other. I- This was a mistake, ok? I love you. Not him. You.”