#i'm just... lost

Okay so I just watched 15x19 and.... It doesn't make sense... like at all! I can't wrap my head around it, because for the last 15 years, good or bad episodes, there was always a spirit to the show, a soul, a thing that made it inexplicably Supernatural and here in the penultimate episode of the show: Nothing. It bugged me during the whole episode. It felt forced, unsmooth, the dialogues, the scènes. I have never felt uncomfortable like that watching any other episodes, even the really bad ones, even when I didn't agree with what was going on. But this one, it's just... It's wrong. It felt like it was written by a boomer, to be honest. And it felt so disconnected to the show that I'm so lost! I really don't know what to expect of the last episode. I was 12 when I started watching. I am 27 now. And I can't understand what's happening. It felt like an ending but there's still another episode. So what now? What happens? I'm so lost.

i think i might just be dumb, but i don’t know who dr. t is...

do you ever get this feeling like you just want to change everything about your life right this moment? like you're so tired of the same routines and you desperately need some variety and excitement and new perspectives?

can someone give me a hug or