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Hey, so, kill me.
when someone who calls you a close friend can't respect your fucking pronouns or even bother to respect the fact that you don't want strangers to know your birth name or even bother to remember that you're a boy regardless of how many times you've said it directly to them and it fucking kills you every time but you can never say something because you're still trying to be nice to bad people for some reason
I just fucked up really badly
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[12:35:04 AM] Heart: its actually kind of terrible having that one character i want to ship with everyone [12:35:48 AM] Heart: i can't ever decide on one ship for that character then, its just all over the fkin place [12:36:39 AM] Heart: like with karkat [12:36:49 AM] Heart: i even ship him with equius [12:37:07 AM] Heart: i don't understand why [12:37:41 AM] Daemonsteel: hopefully with spades, the other options make no sense [12:37:49 AM] Daemonsteel: but yeah I see what you mean [12:38:01 AM] Heart: no way man [12:38:05 AM] Heart: its red [12:38:10 AM] Daemonsteel: whut [12:38:18 AM] Heart: its entirely the fault of some cosplayers on youtube though [12:38:29 AM] Daemonsteel: ah [12:39:59 AM] Daemonsteel: every interaction I've seen between them involve equius openly being disgusted with karkat's leadership bc of blood and karkat being grossed out by equius's sweating and equine habits [12:40:28 AM] Heart: yes i know [12:40:52 AM] Heart: i can't explain it man, its the one rarepair for karkat i will go to hell with [12:42:11 AM] Heart: fuck okay but now with hinata too [12:42:17 AM] Heart: he's the one character i ship with everyone [12:42:38 AM] Heart: kageyama, nishinoya, tanaka, kenma, bokuto, aone [12:42:57 AM] Heart: it makes no sense why do i do this to myself [12:43:18 AM] Heart: I'M LEGITIMATELY LOOKING UP SUGAHINA I HAVE THE TAB OPEN AS WE SPEAK [12:43:32 AM] Daemonsteel: oh my god [12:43:43 AM] Daemonsteel: i'm starting to think you need an intervention [12:43:50 AM] Heart: no [12:43:53 AM] Heart: i'm perfectly fine [12:44:25 AM] Heart: hinata and lev [12:44:27 AM] Heart: fuck [12:44:34 AM] Heart: i'm so deep in rarepair hell [12:44:42 AM] Daemonsteel: yeahp [12:45:14 AM] Heart: he's just so smol and cute and he makes friends with everyone its so hard not to ship him with everyone [12:47:06 AM] Heart: i can't explain why i wanna ship karkat with everyone i literally can't [12:47:25 AM] Heart: there is no reason [12:48:20 AM] Daemonsteel: well he was the one most interested in the topic of romance, maybe that's a factor? [12:51:19 AM] Heart: maybe also the line in karkalicious where he's like "and the majority of pairings better include me" [12:51:45 AM] Heart: so i'm like shit man ok i'll ship karkat with everyone [12:52:40 AM] Heart: i think the worst part about it all is that i go through moods with ships [12:53:28 AM] Heart: so like i'll be like johnkat for a week but then i'm like but erikar and solkat and equikat and kankat and??? [12:53:42 AM] Heart: it never ends i'll go for several days jumping around in my moods for the ships [12:54:09 AM] Daemonsteel: sounds like a serious problem [12:54:19 AM] Heart: same with hinata and apparently my current mood is sugahina
the ride never ends
I'm so tired of crying. I don't even know why I cry anymore. Everything is just so exhausting and I'm truly tired of trying at this point. I feel like it's a waste of my time to try to even talk to you, much less make plans with you. And yet I can't help but worry about you and hope that you still worry about me. Even though I know you don't anymore, I still want to spend time with you. So badly.
Is is possible to be both a malignant narcissist and dysthemic? Because I may be awful. But I own it. And what I do, I do better than anyone else ever could
