#i squawk

It's late enough does anyone want to talk about the inherent transness of Michael Kenmore? They call you by the wrong name they gave you, the one you hate. There are only two types of people in the world and you are neither and all of them can tell you don't fit by looking. When you start changing your body yourself they hate and ostracize you more. You are the only one like you and you are lonely but you don't admit it because you can't tell them that, instead it comes out as anger and more anger

It's that beautiful time of the year when birds are singing, the sun is shining, and I sound like a strangled duck.

jack's main personality is humor and teal'c's is totally alien and often not understandable to his teammates and yet they keep giving each other jokes as a form of love (ie message in a bottle) and are reaching out across a gap between space and species and culture with something so small yet meaningful to them personally and yet almost no one in stargate fandom can see the appeal in shipping jack and teal'c hello can you hear me is this thing on

Okay okay the get down fandom is dead. I know. But listen, when mylene may have lost basically everything and blames herself for her father’s death, she sings she “may have nothing at all”, but the “voice” that “lifts her up again” and inspires her return to music despite it all, is a song that she writes together with drag queens and queers and just strange people not accepted for some reason. And we know that the bi lighting in toy box was intentional on some of the creator’s part, so mylene isn’t just being supported by drag queens and queers when she needs it, she’s finding her community. Her blood family, at least some of them, can’t give her the love she deserves, so she’s finding other people like her and they’re welcoming her with open arms. She’s building a new family where she can truly be herself. She’s learning she can prioritize herself as number one. Because she deserves it. And these people love her fully! They support her voice! Her unique beautiful lovable voice! No, seriously, listen—

Watching the first episode again and thinking about how Shao might have seen zeke loving mylene so fiercely, so “do or die”, and wondering if he could also be loved that way. If that was what he was looking for amongst everything else. Whether romantic or not, just to be truly loved with such intensity